Tuesday, January 24, 2017

THE HUBRIS OF IT ALL...

SHE HAD BEEN A GLAMOROUS MOVIE STAR...A RED HEAD, NOT A BECOMING HAIR COLOR FOR ME, MINE IS CHESTNUT BROWN...I HAD MET HER NEPHEW WHILE LIVING AT THE MONTECEITO HOTEL UP ON FRANKLIN IN HOLLYWOOD, AND HE HAD ARRIVED TO READ FOR A MINOR PART IN FRANCES LOVES FRANCIS...I WANTED TO GET WOODY ALLEN FOR THE LEAD, BUT OF COURSE THAT WOULD'VE BEEN TOO EXPENSIVE, AND OUT OF MY PRICE RANGE. I DID HAVE A BUDGET THAT A FRIEND WHO CHARGED ME A NOMINAL EXPENSE FOR MY SCREENPLAYS, A GOOD GUY. I HAD SENT THE SCREENPLAY TO WOODY'S OFFICE, FOR THE ROLE OF FRANCIS SCHWARTZMAN, AND WOODY'S PRODUCER, MR JAFFE, WHOSE FIRST NAME ALLUDES ME AT PRESENT, HAD RETURNED IT, CIRCLING PARTICULAR DIALOGUE...WHICH I PRESUMED THAT HE LIKED.

IT WAS A ROUGH TIME I HAD RECENTLY BEEN RELEASED FROM A CALIFORNIA STATE HOSPITAL AND I HADN'T YET MADE THE ADJUSTMENT INTO THE ALLEGED SANE WORLD AS YET...I HAD ASKED HOW HIS AUNT WAS AND HE WITHOUT EMOTION STATED THAT SHE WAS SUFFERING FROM ALZHEIMER S...I HAD EXPRESSED DISAPPOINTMENT SINCE I WAS THINKING OF HER FOR PERHAPS A ROLE IN, "THE BEAUTY STEALERS"...

I HAD MENTIONED THAT I HAD A FRIEND WHO OWNED A CARPET STORE ON THE STREET BEARING HIS AUNT'S LAST NAME, HAYWORTH, AND INQUIRED AS TO WHETHER OR NOT SHE OWNED THE RETAIL CARPET STORE KNOWN FOR ITS DISCOUNTS...YES HIS AUNT ALLEGEDLY, WAS, AND PERHAPS STILL IS, RITA HAYWORTH...I THINK OF HER OFTEN WHEN EVER I FIND THE NEED TO ENTER THE UNISEX RESTROOMS AT TRADER JOE'S ON CRESCENT AND SUNSET. I WAS ALWAYS INCLINED TO FOCUS ON THE MOVIE POSTER OF THE GLAMOROUS GAL PIN WEARING A LONG SILK GOWN, AND YOU COULD, AT LEAST I COULD TELL THAT SHE WAS PROBABLY PREGNANT, HER BELLY PROTRUDED MORE THAN SLIGHTLY, HER BEAUTIFUL RED HAIR TOUCHING HER SHOULDERS AND POSED AS A SEDUCTRESS AND I WONDERED EVEN FURTHER ABOUT THE SIMPLY FRAMED MOVIE POSTER...

WAS THERE A MESSAGE BEING SERVED ABOUT HOW MUCH A WOMAN WAS WILLING TO SACRIFICE FOR HER MAN...IN THIS CASE IT WAS THE SACRIFICES SHE WOULD HAVE TO MAKE IN HAVING HIS BABY...THIS AT A TIME BEFORE THERE WAS THE BIRTH CONTROL PILL, WHICH IS NEAR AND DEAR TO ME, AS I HAD MENTIONED IN AN EARLIER EXCERPT OF UNIQUE PERSPECTIVE...

AND ALSO NEAR BY WAS THE PHOTO OF THE ALLEGED BEATLES, STANDING WITH JOHN LENNON, WHO RESEMBLED ONLY SLIGHTLY THE JOHN LENNON OF WHAT I PRESUMED WAS THE ORIGINAL GROUP, HIS ARMS OUTSTRETCHED, HIS SHIRT OPEN SHOWING HIS LEAN CHEST, AND THE THREE OTHER BEATLES, AGAIN, NOT LOOKING ANYTHING LIKE, PAUL MCCARTNEY, RINGO I DON'T RECALL IF MEMORY SERVES ME OF APPEARING ANYWHERE IN THIS PHOTO, AND THE SAME WITH GEORGE HARRISON, NOT RESEMBLING HOW I REMEMBERED...(DID I MENTION THAT I HAD WORKED FOR HARRISON ASSETS RAISING FUNDS FOR DANTE FALLA, THE MAN WHO OWNS MICHELLE'S RESTAURANT WHO WAS THE OWNER OF THE HARRISON ASSET OFFICE, WHERE LANA MARKS(LM), AKA CRYSTAL (C), LM WHO STILL OWES ME $11,100 FOR THE ALLEGED, PRINCESS DIANA PURSE PURCHASED AT LANA MARKS LTD ON RODEO, AND CRYSTAL, WHO WORKED FOR MERIT FINANCIAL, RIGHT HERE IN SANTA MONICA, LOCATED ON ARIZONA AND 4TH, IN THE WELLS FARGO BANK BUILDING, ACROSS FROM BANK OF AMERICA.

SO WHICH BEATLE GROUP CAME FIRST, THE ONE FAMILIAR TO ME, WHO HAD ARRIVED IN AMERICA ALLEGEDLY IN THE EARLY 70'S, RIGHT AROUND THE TIME THAT I HAD APPEARED IN SHAFT'S BIG SCORE, WHEN I HAD RECEIVED A CALL FROM A RECORD PRODUCER AT A&M RECORDS, STATING THAT HE WANTED ME TO ATTEND A PARTY WHERE THE BEATLES WOULD BE AT, AND THAT I MUST COME TO THE EVENT. THIS WAS IN CALIFORNIA, THE PRODUCER WAS FROM NEW YORK. THE PHOTO WAS TAKEN OF THE BEATLES STANDING IN FRONT OF A LEAR JET, THE TITLE OF THE PLANE I DON'T RECALL CURRENTLY, BUT I BELIEVE THAT IT MAY HAVE BEEN NAMED OF ANOTHER SINGING GROUP OTHER THAN THE BEATLES, ALL THE NAMES INCLUDING LEAR JET WOULD ORCHESTRATE A PAY DAY FOR MANY THAT PERHAPS HADN'T EARNED THE INCOME.

AND BACK TO DANTE FALLA, AND HIS GIRLFRIEND, WHO CAME INTO THE SALES OFFICE SPORTING A BLACK AND BLUE EYE, LATE IN THE AFTERNOON, AND IT WAS KNOWN IN THE OFFICE THAT DANTE FALLA WAS SUPPORTING HER, AND SHE USUALLY WOULD APPEAR IN THE AFTERNOON, AND YES SHE PROJECTED THE IMAGE OF BEING A BRIT, AND I BELIEVE THAT SHE COULD POSSIBLY BE THE INDIVIDUAL WHO I SPOKE TO THE DAY I HAD VISITED MY CONDO TELLING HER TO GET OUT OF MY HOME, AND SHE STATED THAT SHE WOULD, UNFORTUNATELY NOT SURPRISINGLY, SHE DID NOT KEEP HER PROMISE. I HAD NOTICED THAT MY THREE THOUSAND DOLLAR CHANDELIER WAS MISSING AND MY DARK STRESSED WOOD, WAS ALSO MISSING,REPLACED BY A CHEAP ARTIFICIAL WOOD AND A SHORTER IMAGE OF AN ALLEGED FEMALE STOOD NEARBY KEEPING HER GAZE UPON ONE OF THE MANY ILLEGAL OCCUPANTS OF MY REAL ESTATE.

TO ADD INSULT TO INJURY AT THE HARRISON OFFICE, DANTE'S PARTNER LOOKED SURPRISINGLY LIKE "GREY DAVIS" WHO HAD HAPPENED TO HAVE BEEN MY NEIGHBOR'S AT THE CONDO ON HILLSIDE, ALLEGED DON AND SALLY WOLF (DON WOLF HAVING BEEN THE NAME OF MY AGENT IN NEW YORK AT CMA, WHO ADVISED ME AGAINST TAKING UNIVERSAL STD'S 7 YEAR CONTRACT OFFER, AND ALSO SUGGESTED THAT I FLY TO CALIFORNIA TO AUDITION FOR "SHAFT" WHICH I DID...COULD THE DON WOLF MY AGENT, AND MY NEIGHBOR BE ONE AND THE SAME...AND JAY WOLF WAS ALSO ANOTHER AGENT AT CMA, BACK IN NEW YORK, AND OF COURSE I AM NOT A SINGER, WHICH CMA CREATIVE MANAGEMENT AGENCY, IS KNOWN FOR, AS EVIDENCED BY THE CMA AWARDS TELEVISED SHOW...

AND DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT REPLACING ME WITH AN UNNECESSARY COVER, AND ATTEMPT TO MURDER ME AGAIN, AND WHEN AM I GOING TO BE SHELTERED FROM THE COLD, AND MR. GOOGLE WHEN AM I GOING TO BE PAID FOR THE MYRIAD OF UNIQUE PERSPECTIVE BLOGS, ETC.

I AM USED TO SHOWERING EVERY DAY, AND ALSO PREPARING MY MEALS, AND WRITING , I WAS RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY, "LITTLE BITS" AKA AS, "NOBODY'S GIRL" BOTH WORKING TITLES, AND MY NOVEL, "IN PURSUIT OF DESTINY"AND I DO HOPE THAT BY TOMORROW THE OVER PAYMENT WILL BE IN MY ACCOUNT SO THAT I DON'T HAVE TO CONSTANTLY RESORT TO THE KINDNESS OF STRANGERS, THOUGH I AM TRULY GRATEFUL.

I WILL BE SHOPPING FOR REPLACEMENT FLOORS,ETC...AND THOSE SAYING "TOO MUCH" AS USUAL, YOU ARE THE DISTRACTORS, THE POSERS WHO LOVE TO DIRECT HUMAN TRAFFIC, AND CONSIDER YOURSELVES, ERRONEOUSLY, "MASTERS OF THE UNIVERSE". REALLY?

UNIQUE PERSPECTIVE IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT AND ENLIGHTENMENT, AND I HOPE I HAVE SUCCEEDED WITH THE FULFILLMENT OF MY OBJECTIVE TODAY.

(C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWEN MITCHELL, AKA GWENDOLYN , ON TUESDAY, JANUARY 24TH, 2017 AT THE SANTA MONICA PUBLIC LIBRARY, SANTA MONICA, CA 90401 AT 12:08PM, AND EDITED AT 12:22PM

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