IF WE HAD MORE OF THEM, WE MAY NOT BE IN THE MESS WE FIND OURSELVES IN NOW, THE YEAR ALLEGEDLY IS 2017...AND ITS NEW. DO YOU LIKE MAGIC? SLIGHT OF HAND...I DON'T PARTICULARLY...IT'S A CON...ISN'T IT?...I ONCE WENT TO THE MAGIC CASTLE, SPEAKING OF BAD ROOFS, YOU WOULD THINK BY NOW, IT BEING A PRIVATE CLUB REQUIRING THAT YOU KNOW SOMEONE TO GET IN, WHICH I BELIEVE IS MERELY A DEVICE TO MAKE THE PLACE MORE IMPORTANT THAT IT REALLY IS...KIND OF LIKE, HOLLYWOOD ITSELF...THAT THEY'D HAVE A GOOD ROOF.
WICKED, RIGGED, AND FELONIOUS...MUCH MORE THAN A TOURIST TRAP...WHICH IS WHY MAGIC IS APPROPRIATE FOR THE PLACE NAMED HOLLYWOOD...PARTICULARLY FOR THOSE WHO BELIEVE IN THE, "NOTHING IS REAL WORLD"...WHICH OF COURSE I DON'T...ISN'T THE LYRICS TO A SONG THAT GOES, "GOT TO BELIEVE IN MAGIC"...REALLY? WHY?
WHY IS IT THAT THOSE WHO THINK THAT THEY ARE IN CONTROL WOULD LIKE FOR US TO BELIEVE THAT THE CHARACTERS THAT WE PORTRAY, AS PERFORMERS, ARE ACTUALLY WHO WE REALLY ARE? THINKING THIS GIVES THE FACILITATORS THEIR COURSE OF ACTION IN CREATING CONFLICT AND PLOT WHICH IS NOT KIND TO THE PROTAGONIST, THE HERO OR HEROINE OF THE STORY. SO THE FACILITATOR ACTUALLY BECOMES MY AND POSSIBLY YOUR ANTAGONIST, MY ENEMY AND YOURS, POSSIBLY.
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I DON'T WANT TO PLAY ANYMORE? DO I GET TO CHOOSE MY OWN END GAME? WHY OF COURSE, AFTER ALL, IT IS MY LIFE ISN'T IT? THEREFORE, IF I AM LIVING MY LIFE, MOMENT TO MOMENT, WHY ARE YOU CONCERNED SO MUCH WITH MY LIFE? IT GIVES YOU REASON NOT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOURSELF...YOUR COMMENTARY ABOUT ME GRATIFIES THE CRITIC IN YOU, WHICH IS QUITE ALL RIGHT. I TOO SUFFER FROM THIS DISTRACTION FROM TIME TO TIME...IT IS A SELF INDULGENCE...MASTURBATORY IN NATURE, SLY IN ITS APPLICATION...A KILLER AND WASTE OF TIME FOR IT BRINGS YOU NO CLOSER TO KNOWING YOURSELF ANY BETTER.
YET, IT IS NECESSARY FOR A BONA FIDE TROUBLE MAKER SUCH AS MYSELF.
I KNOW...YOU WANT ME TO SHUT UP AND JUST FUCK...WELL...THAT'S WHAT I'M DOING. I'M FUCKIN' WITH YOUR HEAD. HOW DO YOU LIKE IT SO FAR?
(C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWEN MITCHELL ON THURSDAY, JANUARY 5, 2017 AT 7:53 PM, AT THE SANTA MONICA PUBLIC LIBRARY, SANTA MONICA, CA 90401...USA.
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