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FOR MY SMALL FRAME, I LOOKED DOWN AT MY PLATE OF ANGEL HAIR I CUT THE PASTA WITH MY FORK, DIVIDING IT IN TWO PORTIONS, THINKING AT THE SAME TIME, HOW MUCH BETTER IT WOULD BE TO GIVE THE LEFT- OVER PORTION TO SOME PHILANTHROPIC ORGANIZATION WHOSE TASK IT IS AMONG MANY, I'M SURE, TO FEED THEIR CLIENTELE, THOSE THEY ARE RESPONSIBLE TO...TO FEED, CLOTHE, GIVE EMOTIONAL SUPPORT, ETC...BETTER THAN THROWING AWAY PERFECTLY GOOD FOOD, RECYCLE IT, YES? OR SOME LONE HUNGRY WANDERER WHO HADN'T EATEN FOR WAY TOO LONG...THE BENEFACTOR AND THOSE BENEFITING WILL SURELY REMEMBER THE "MILK OF HUMAN KINDNESS" FOR QUITE SOME TIME... IT REMINDED ME OF THE TIME DURING ONE OF MY "INCARCERATIONS" AND I DON'T RECALL THE ACTUAL LOCALE...I WAS IN THE DORM- LIKE- ENVIRONMENT, UNABLE TO FALL ASLEEP, MY MIND WAS RACING FASTER THAN A TESLA, AND A VERY KIND NURSE ENTERED THE ROOM. HER VOICE WAS COMFORTING AND WHAT SHE DID WAS SO MEMORABLE THAT I NEVER WILL FORGET IT...SHE DESCRIBED MY PHYSICAL PRESENCE TO ME, INTRODUCING ME TO MYSELF, SO TO SPEAK, AND SHE DID THIS IN A SOOTHING MANNER AND I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHEN IT HAPPENED BUT I FELL ASLEEP AND THIS STATE REMAINED UNTIL I AWAKENED IN THE MORNING AND I STARED AT THE EMPTY CHAIR NEXT TO MY BED AND WONDERED IF I HAD ONLY DREAMED THAT I HAD BEEN COMFORTED BY THE VERY HUMAN BEING. (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN MITCHELL ON THURSDAY, MARCH 10, 2016 AT 2:16PM AT THE WEST HOLLYWOOD COUNTY LIBRARY, ZIP CODE, 90069. ***** BACK TO NOW! AND MY DILEMMA REGARDING MY REAL ESTATE, AND YES I AM DELIBERATELY HARPING ON THIS BECAUSE I HAVE ANOTHER LOAD OF LAUNDRY THAT MUST BE TACKLED AND IF I WERE INHABITING MY HOME OF 23 YEARS AS I SHOULD BE, RATHER THAN SLEEPING ON THE GRASSY KNOLL, I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO PLACE THE SOILED ITEMS IN MY CHOCOLATE- COLORED- TOP OF THE LINE KENMORE WASHER/DRYER WHILE I SAT AT MY DESK, WHICH LOOKS LIKE IT NO LONGER EXISTS IN MY DEN. A DESK WHICH ALBERT NO V N GIFTED TO ME AT THE OUTSET OF OUR RELATIONSHIP. I'VE HEARD DELIBERATE CHATTERING DIRECTED AT ME TO AROUSE ME TO THROW AN ADULT TEMPER TANTRUM AND YET I RESIST. AMAZING THE POWER OF DOING THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT IS EXPECTED...MY HEART POUNDING AFTER THE BREAK-IN WHEN I SAW NONE OF MY BELONGINGS IN MY DEN AND ONCE AGAIN AS MENTIONED AT LEAST SEVERAL TIMES BEFORE, THAT MY MULTIPLE THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS WORTH OF DINING ROOM CHANDELIER WAS ALSO MISSING, AND NO, I WILL NOT DROP DEAD! COMING FROM SOME PERHAPS DISEMBODIED HATEFUL FEMALE, ENVIOUS OF ME, FOR WHAT I CAN ONLY IMAGINE...IS IT BECAUSE SHE HAD NEVER HAD TO WORK FOR ANYTHING IN HER LIFE...AND SHE TAKES EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED BECAUSE IT HAD BEEN GIFTED TO HER BECAUSE SHE IS SO PRECIOUS AND SPECIAL AND PHYSICALLY ALLURING. OR, IS THAT WAY TOO SIMPLISTIC AN EXPLANATION FOR HER OUTBURST, NO MATTER, SHE ACTUALLY HELPED ME ALONG WITH MY PROSE WHICH WAS NOT HER INTENTION AT ALL. THE QUICKER I CAN GET INTO MY HOME AND SEE WHAT ELSE IS MISSING AND THE STATE OF THINGS, MY SHUTTERS, HAVE THEY BEEN SPLINTERED, MY STRESS WOOD FLOORS ARE THEY STILL IN TACT, AND WHAT ABOUT MY BUDDHA FOUNTAIN OUT ON MY PATIO, WHAT IS THE STATE OF THIS, SINCE MY PLANT THAT NEEDS SUNLIGHT IS NOW STUCK IN DARKNESS, AT THE ENTRANCE AND IT IS OUT OF PROPORTION TO WHAT SURROUNDS IT, MAKING IT APPEAR THAT AN ESCAPED LUNATIC HAD ORCHESTRATED THE ASSAULT. BACK IN THE DEN THE CLOSET IS SHUT AND I AM HOPING THAT MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTIES AGAIN COPYRIGHTED HAVE NOT BEEN TAMPERED WITH, THOUGH THEY ALREADY HAVE, SINCE THEY ARE NOT WHERE I HAD LEFT THEM. MY CPU, A HEWLETT PACKARD DESKTOP, AND TWO APPLE LAP TOPS, ARE NOT WHERE I HAD LEFT THEM, AND THE MANY IMPORTANT PAPERS ATOP MY DESK INCLUDING MY DIVORCE PAPERS IN SPANISH AND ENGLISH, MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE, MY PASSPORT, AND MUCH, MUCH MORE, WHICH COULD EASILY INDICT THE POSERS, GOONS, AND FELONS WHICH IS THE REASON FOR THE INVASION OF MY HOME BY ONE MALE AND ONE FEMALE CAUCASOID ON AUG 9TH OF LAST YEAR,(2015), IN THE FIRST PLACE. THIS AND MY TWO PROPERTIES IN CALIFORNIA CITY, CA HAVE ALSO COME UNDER ATTACK AND YESTERDAY HAVING SEEN "WESTERN EXTERMINATORS" TRUCK PASSING BY I THOUGHT ABOUT THE MYRIAD OF TIMES IT WAS NECESSARY TO CALL THE EXTERMINATOR TO GET RID OF THE ROACHES THAT THE FOUR INGRATES WHO WERE RAISING PIT BULLS ON MY PROPERTY AT 7813 QUEZON AVE. AND THE SO CALLED ENGINEER AND HIS ALLEGED PREGNANT WIFE HAD BROUGHT THE ROACHES INTO MY RENTAL WHICH I HAD SPENT A FORTUNE TO UPGRADE. AGAIN, THIS HARKENS BACK TO MY STATEMENT OF HOW INDIVIDUALS WHO BELIEVE THEY HAVE NOTHING GOING FOR THEMSELVES WILL ATTACK AN INDIVIDUAL SUCH AS ME, OUT OF JEALOUSY, FEAR AND RESENTMENT...FEAR THAT I WILL SNATCH SOMETHING OR SOMEONE FROM THEM, AND THEY HAD BETTER DO IT TO ME FIRST. THESE INHUMAN S UNDER MY GLOBAL PLAN ARE IMMEDIATELY NULL AND VOID. THIS ATTACK ON ME IS FOR MANY REASONS, YET MOSTLY BECAUSE I DO NOT FIT INTO THE STEREOTYPE OF WHAT A SINGLE, UNMARRIED WOMAN, (BY CHOICE), SHOULD BE DOING, AN AUTHOR, PUBLISHED, AN ACTRESS APPEARING IN TWO AWARD WINNING FILMS, A MEMBER OF THE PRESTIGIOUS ACADEMY OF MOTION PICTURE ARTS AND SCIENCES WHICH WE ARE ATTEMPTING TO RAISE TO GLOBAL HEIGHTS WHERE IT HAS NEVER BEEN BEFORE, AND WILL BE A PART OF THE GLOBAL PLAN. I FEEL LIKE A LOAD OF WHITE AND COLORS SPINNING INSIDE A WASHING MACHINE...WHICH NEEDS TO STOP SO I CAN WALK ON STEADY GROUND AND PROCEED AS PLANNED, AND I NEED TO HAVE ALL MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTIES RETURNED POST HASTE SO I DON'T HOLD UP ANY MORE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE MENTIONED THE DESIRE TO WORK WITH SINCE THEY TOO NEED TO PROCEED WITH THEIR LIVES. WELL, AT LEAST THESE LIBRARIES ARE CONSISTENT WITH EDITING OUT WHAT THEY DON'T WANT ME TO REVISIT, SO I WILL ONCE AGAIN, REITERATE AS TO WHY I NEED TO GET INTO MY HOME OF 23 YEARS IN THE HOLLYWOOD HILLS, CA 90046 PAID FOR AS IS THE RENTAL AT 7813 QUEZON AVE IN CALIFORNIA CITY, CA 93505...AGAIN THE HILLSIDE ADDRESS I WOULD LIKE TO BE UNDER IMMINENT DOMAIN TO CREATE THE NATURAL SANCTUARY FOR OUR WINGED AND FOUR LEGGED CREATURES, ETC. ONCE I GET INTO MY HOME I CAN DETERMINE WHAT HAS BEEN EXTRAPOLATED AND I HAD STATED THAT I INTEND TO TRAVEL GLOBALLY TAKING 45 DAYS TO TRAVEL, TO GET THE "LAY OF THE LAND" SO TO SPEAK, VISITING FOR A MINIMUM OF 24 -48 HRS PER LOCATION, AT THE MOST. MEETING WITH DIGNITARIES AND THE GLOBAL CITIZENS LISTENING TO THEIR VIEWPOINT ON WHAT IS LACKING IN BEING SUCCESSFUL FOR ELIMINATING WAR, AND POVERTY AND IN DETERMINING BASED ON TOPOGRAPHY ETC HOW WE MAY BUILD GOOD AND DECENT HOMES, AS PROPOSED IN MY GLOBAL PLAN. I WILL FLY IN THE FASTEST JET AT THE HIGHEST ALTITUDES AVAILABLE TO PROMOTE MY GLOBAL PLAN...HOWEVER, FIRST I WILL GO TO NEW YORK WHERE I WILL STAR IN MY PLAY, "THE ACTRESS AND THE AGENT", AND ALSO DIRECT, "A MATTER OF CHOICE" IN YONKERS, NY...MY INTENTION ON "SOUL MONSTER" WAS TO INCLUDE CHINA RUSSIA, AND ALSO FOR "THE BEAUTY STEALERS" PART ONE, IT WILL BE SHOT IN LOS ANGELES, WITH SECONDARY SHOTS IN NEW YORK, THAT'S THE BEAUTY STEALERS PART TWO AND THREE, AS PREVIOUSLY STATED AT THE WEST HOLLYWOOD COUNTY LIBRARY, APPROXIMATELY 30 MINUTES AGO, WHICH I DISCOVERED WAS DELETED WHICH IS WHY I AM PARAPHRASING AND I WONDER WHY THIS INFORMATION WAS DELETED, PRAY TELL. WHAT'S UP THEIR SLEEVES, BESIDES THEIR LIMBS..."WHEN THE DEVIL PLAYS", MY ORIGINAL COPYRIGHTED (AS ALL MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTIES) SCREENPLAY I WOULD LIKE TO SHOOT IN WEST AFRICA, AND AS STATED ALL ACTRESSES AND ACTORS MUST AUDITION ON TAPE FOR THE BOARD OF WHICH I OF COURSE AM A PART OF, OTHERS ARE YET TO BE NAMED. OF COURSE I WILL RECUSE MYSELF FROM VOTING FOR MYSELF REGARDING "WHEN THE DEVIL PLAYS". THE ACTRESS AND THE AGENT I WILL NOT BE AUDITIONING AND I WILL BE CHOOSING THE DIRECTOR AND PRODUCER, AND AS STATED WE WILL AUDITION UP TO 5 IN EACH CATEGORY. AS YOU KNOW THE PRODUCER FOR "A MATTER OF CHOICE" STILL STANDS, HER INITIALS, ML. AGAIN, SHOOTING A FILM, OR A PLAY, WITHOUT THE WRITTEN WORD IS PLAYING RUSSIAN ROULETTE AND I REFUSE, ALSO ALL THE WORK THAT I HAVE INVESTED IS OF GREAT CONCERN TO ME, DUE TO THE PAST HISTORY OF HOLLYWOOD AND ITS RUTHLESS DIVISIVE ACTIONS AGAINST WRITERS...THOSE WHO CHOOSE TO WORK WITHOUT A WRITTEN WORD ARE NOT SERIOUS, BUT IN MY OPINION ARE PART OF THAT GANG BELONGING TO THE WITNESS PROTECTION AS WELL AS HER MAJESTY'S SECRET SERVICE WHICH HAS BEEN, IN MY OPINION DESTROYING THE VERY FABRIC OF THE ENTIRE WORLD. ALSO AS STATED AS IN PLAYWRIGHTS GUILD NOTHING CAN BE CHANGED WITHOUT THE WRITTEN PERMISSION OF THE PLAYWRIGHT, NOT ONE SINGLE PERIOD OR COMMA, AND THIS HOLDS TRUE WITH SCRIPTS AND SCREENPLAYS, IN ADDITION TO THEM BEING COPYRIGHTED OF COURSE, AND YES I AM DEADLY SERIOUS WITH THIS NEW PARADIGM, THE GOOD HARD WORKING INDIVIDUALS ARE GOING TO BE PROTECTED FOR A CHANGE, RATHER THAN PROTECTING THOSE WHO DON'T DESERVE PROTECTION BECAUSE OF THE EVIL THAT THEY DO, AND THE IRONY, THEY ARE GENERALLY IN UNIFORM. SO IN ORDER FOR ME TO MOVE FORWARD WITH ALL MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTIES I NEED TO HAVE MY "BLUEPRINTS" I.E. THE THINGS THAT MAY HAVE BEEN STOLEN AFTER THE ILLEGAL BREAK IN BY THE CAUCASOID S, YES THAT'S RIGHT THIS IS THE SECOND TIME THIS HAS HAPPENED TO ME, THE FIRST AT PARK LABREA AND AFTER THE BEATING A MEMORIAL PARK DEDICATED TO THE HOLOCAUST SURVIVORS WAS BORN...I SAY MAY HAVE, DUE TO THE FACT THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN INSIDE OF MY HOME SINCE AUG.9TH OF 2015...TODAY IS THURSDAY, MARCH 10TH, 2016 AND OF COURSE I AM TAKING AN ACTIVE STANCE USING A LEGAL FORMAT...THE FACT THAT THE LAPD, AND SHERIFF'S DEPT HAVE FAILED A US CITIZEN BORN IN THIS COUNTRY, WHO PAID FOR EVERYTHING, INCLUDING HER TAXES, AND THOSE THAT ALLEGEDLY "PROTECT AND SERVE" ARE NOT DOING THEIR JOB TOO GOOD...SO I'M SEEING HOW SOLID THE COURT SYSTEM IS, WHICH I MUST SAY I AM LOSING FAITH IN. AFTER THE BEATING BY THE LAPD I WAS THROWN INTO SYBIL BRAND JAIL FOR WOMEN, TO SHOW YOU HOW DEVIOUS THESE RACIAL CONTINGENCIES ARE, AND HOW DIRTY THEY PLAY, THEY ACTUALLY SUED ME FOR DISTURBING THE PEACE IN A CLOSED COURT ROOM. GEE, I'M SORRY I SCREAMED AS THE BATON HIT MY LEG, SO SORRY, AND ALLEGEDLY THE ELDERLY WHITE WOMAN WHO ADMITTED TO CALLING THE POLICE BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT SHE HEARD SOMEONE SCREAMING FOR HELP COMING FROM MY APARTMENT...DID I MENTION THAT I WAS THE FIRST BLACK AMERICAN WHO RENTED IN THAT PARTICULAR BUILDING AT PARK LABREA ON FULLER. SINCE ALLEGEDLY I HAD TO QUALIFY FOR ENTRY BY SEEING HOW MUCH I HAD IN MY BANK ACCOUNT, AT THE TIME, IT WAS TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS, SO THEY ALLOWED ME TO RENT IN THE METROPOLITAN INSURANCE OWNED PROJECT. AND HAD DIRECTED ME TO "MELROSE DISCOUNT CARPET" BECAUSE THE PARQUET FLOORS NEEDED TO BE COVERED WITH CARPET. I AM NOT "BROKEN" I AM DAMN ANGRY IS WHAT I AM, NOT MAD, THOSE WHO ARE MAD ARE THE CAUCASOID S THAT BROKE IN AND ENTERED MY HOME OF 23 YEARS, AND NOBODY SEEMS TO GIVE A DARN AND I'D LIKE TO KNOW WHY. I DID NOTHING WRONG, PAID MY BILLS, SO IT HAS TO BE IN MY OPINION RACIALLY MOTIVATED, AND AGAIN I SUSPECT THAT SOUTH AFRICA AND SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA ARE ONE AND THE SAME. AND WHY IS AMERICA ALLOWING THIS ATROCITY...AND IF YOU WERE HUMAN WHICH YOU AREN'T OBVIOUSLY, YOU WOULD HAVE MADE ME FINANCIALLY WHOLE BY NOW FOR STEALING MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTIES, ATTEMPTING TO TAKE MY REAL ESTATE, AND TO HAND OVER MY LIFE, MY HISTORY, MY SOCIAL SECURITY, PENSION, ETC. OVER TO NON HUMANS WHO HAVE THE AUDACITY TO BELIEVE THAT THEY ARE SUPERIOR TO ME WHICH BY THEIR VERY ACTIONS ALONE PROVE OTHERWISE. HOW DO YOU SLEEP NIGHTS, AND AM I A TARGET BECAUSE I AM A SINGLE UNMARRIED WOMAN WHICH IS BOLDLY PRINTED ON EVERY REAL ESTATE DEED SO THAT IT CATCHES THE EYE OF THE BUREAUCRATS AS THEY SIFT THROUGH THE MYRIAD OF LEGAL DOCUMENTS ETC. CHANGING NAMES AND DATES IN ORDER TO SNATCH NOT ONLY MY PROPERTY BUT PERHAPS YOURS TOO (THE MAIN DIFFERENCE MAY BE THAT I HAVE ALWAYS PAID MY RENTS AND MORTGAGES, BUT THERE IS AN UNSPOKEN LAW I BELIEVE THAT IF YOU ARE IN THE RIGHT "IN CROWD" YOU GET EVERYTHING FREE...AND WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN THEY COME FOR YOU, THAT IS, IF YOU ARE LIKE ME, WHO WORKS AND CONTINUE TO WORK TOWARDS MY GOALS AND PAID MY BILLS AND ACTUALLY PAID WITH MONEY, NOT IN TRADE, AS ALL THE HOLLYWOOD MOVIE STARS WERE ALLOWED TO DO, FINDING ALL TOO LATE PERHAPS PARTICULARLY FEMALES, THAT THEY HAVE LITERALLY BEEN SOLD TO YOUNG MEN, TOO YOUNG TO BE THEIR SONS, WHO ASK FOR THE FEMALE'S HAND IN MARRIAGE, SOMETIMES THIS IS TELEVISED, WHILE THE SO CALLED "MASTERS OF THE UNIVERSE" HAVE ALREADY STOLEN EVERYTHING FROM THE SO CALLED MOVIE STAR, AND NOW THROWS HER TO THE YOUNG WOLVES WHO UNBEKNOWNST TO HER, HAVE ALL HER ASSETS THAT HAD BEEN STOLEN BY THE CORRUPT SYSTEM BY THE GOONS, GHOULS, AND POSERS, WHO HAVE BEEN SNATCHING EVERYTHING THEY WANT DURING THEIR TERM OF OFFICE AS THEY DID AND HAVE DONE WITH ME. THIS IS WHAT AMERICA SANCTIONS, TELL ME, DO YOU REALLY THINK THIS IS APPROPRIATE OR FAIR FOR SOMEONE WHO HAS ALWAYS PLAYED FAIRLY WITHIN THE LAW ONLY TO DISCOVER THAT GOVERNMENT ONLY PROTECTS EVIL, UNTIL NOW, WITH OUR FINAL PARADIGM THINGS ARE CHANGING. YES I VENT, AND THOSE WHO ARE ACTUALLY HUMAN CAN READILY UNDERSTAND, BECAUSE PERHAPS THE SAME THING MAY HAVE HAPPENED TO THEM, OR A MEMBER OF THEIR FAMILY, OR A FRIEND, OR SOMEONE THEY KNOW, BUT ALL WERE TOO AFRAID TO SAY ANYTHING SO THEY REMAINED SILENT. AND HOW INTERESTING AS I RUSH ABOUT AT A SLOWER PACE THAN IN THE PAST, BUT NOT BY MUCH, MAINLY BECAUSE I HAVE A HEAVY BAG THAT I CARRY, SOME OF MY BELONGINGS IN, AND THE LEFT HIP, WHICH WAS THE SIDE THE LAPD RAMPART DIVISION PREFERRED, WHEN THEY BANGED THEIR BATONS ACROSS MY NAKED LEGS AND BUTTOCKS, OH YES, I WAS NAKED AT THE TIME, TOTALLY VULNERABLE, AND I DIDN'T REALIZE AT THE TIME THAT I WAS PROVIDING ENTERTAINMENT FOR THE MASSES, WHICH TELLS YOU HOW BAD THE STATE OF THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY IS, BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY HOW BAD THINGS HAD BEEN IN THE PAST, AND THAT'S WHY WE MUST BE VIGILANT IN SETTING A MORAL COARSE OF ACTION THAT WILL BENEFIT THE "WORTHY GLOBAL CITIZENS OF THE WORLD." AND I HEAR, "SORRY: OFTEN FROM A PASSER BY, A STRANGER, AND I AM REMINDED THAT THERE STILL ARE KIND PEOPLE IN THE WORLD AND THIS IS IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER. I ALSO REMEMBER COMING HOME FROM PUBLIC SCHOOL AND SEEING MY MOTHER BEING CARRIED DOWN THE STEPS ON A STRETCHER, AND I NOW FINALLY UNDERSTAND PERHAPS, WHY SHE HAD ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. ****** MY OBJECTIVE IS TO HAVE THE PRODUCTIONS OF MY STAGE PLAYS, FILMS,MY NOVEL, WHICH NEEDS TO BE COMPLETED, WHICH THE DEVIANTS DELIBERATELY SABOTAGED ME FROM COMPLETING "IN PURSUIT OF DESTINY" AS WELL AS MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY,"LITTLE BITS" AND "NOBODY'S GIRL"...BECAUSE THEY WANT TO HAVE THEIR "BOYS" AND "GIRLS" WHO ARE MEMBERS OF THE IN CROWD TO COMPLETE MY WORK SO THEY CAN CLAIM THE RIGHTS AND TAKE PAYMENT FOR DOING NOTHING EXCEPT FOR BEING EVIL. I PRAY THAT GOD WILL ASSIST ME IN NOT ALLOWING FOR THIS TO HAPPEN. (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN MITCHELL ON THURSDAY, MARCH 10TH, 2016 AT 7PM AT THE SANTA MONICA PUBLIC LIBRARY IN SANTA MONICA, CA 90401 USA