HOW MUCH LOWER AND DISRESPECTFUL ARE YOU GOING TO GO?

THE MORNING THAT I DROVE TO GOLD'S GYM ON COLE AND SAW A BUNCH OF MEN OOGLING A CAR, A SCENE WHICH WAS EXTRAPOLATED FROM MY NOVEL, THE VERSION THAT HAD NOT BEEN COMPLETED, AND SOME IDIOT TOOK IT UPON THEMSELVES IN AN ATTEMPT TO MAKE A QUICK BUCK FOR THEMSELVES AND SPLASHED IT ALL OVER THE INTERNET, WITHOUT MY PERMISSION, A COPYRIGHTED NOVEL...MIND YOU, WHICH GIVES YOU THE STATE OF MENTALITY IN THE WORLD TODAY! AND AFTER VIEWING THE TAB ON THE BACK OF MY HEART SHAPED FRAME, I CAN READILY SEE HOW BACKWARD SOME OF YOU ARE BOTH IN YOUR ATTITUDE AND GREED, FOR DOING NOTHING. HAVEN'T MOST OF YOU RECEIVED CARS FOR COMING HERE THAT YOU CAN KEEP FOR FREE? BUT YOU WANT TO CALL YOURSELVES PROFESSIONALS IN THE CRAFT THAT I HAVE CHOSEN BY DOING NOTHING? ARE YOU REALLY LUNATICS LET OUT OF THE ASYLUM, YESTERDAY? IT'S EASY TO GIVE SOMETHING AWAY THAT YOU NEVER PAID FOR ISN'T IT? SO ALL THOSE, WHO HAVE GONE THROUGH WHAT I HAVE, WHO DIDN'T HAVE THE GUTS TO SPEAK UP FOR THEMSELVES AND WAITED FOR ME TO DO SO ON YOUR BEHALF, WHAT KIND OF WORLD ARE WE MAKING. ATTEMPTING TO CLAIM THE RIGHT TO MY GLOBAL PLAN, MY PROPERTIES, ETC. ARE YOU HUMAN ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO FEEL EMPATHY, FOR ANYONE? I'D LIKE TO KNOW, BECAUSE I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I AM TRULY DEALING WITH HERE, IN CREATING THIS NEW PARADIGM. AND NO, I DON'T NEED TO EAT, I'M NOT HUNGRY, I'VE MADE A COMMITTMENT TO MYSELF, THAT I KNOW SOME OF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME BREAK. WHY? BECAUSE YOU NEVER MADE OR KEPT A COMMITTMENT IN YOUR LIFE. AM I RIGHT ABOUT THAT? TOO MANY OF YOU HAVE TURNED TO FOOD, OR SEX, BECAUSE IT'S THE EASIEST THING TO DO. GOD FORBID THAT YOU ACTUALLY ATTEMPT SOMETHING THAT IS DIFFICULT. AND THAT'S THE PROBLEM, A REAL PROBLEM. NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY ALBERT NOVIAN RECEIVED HIS CONVERTIBLE TWELVE CYLINDER XKJ JAGUAR, WAS IT BECAUSE OF THE LAST FEMALE HE AND JAY ATTEMPTED TO SWINDLE. HE HAD MENTIONED JOLLY OLD ENGLAND AS BEING THE PLACE HE WOULD LIKE TO BE, AND WHY DID HE CONTINUE TO SAY I WAS BRITISH, AS IF I DIDN'T KNOW THAT I AM AN AFRICAN AMERICAN? HE'S ANOTHER ONE IN THIS GAME OF MONKEY, WHEN THE PLAYERS ARE THE MONKEYS THAT DON'T DO ANY WORK, BUT DRIVE AROUND IN THEIR CARS GIVEN TO THEM BY MANUFACTURERS FOR FREE, WHEN I HAVE PAID FOR EVERYTHING MYSELF, AND YOU DARE LOOK DOWN AT ME. MOST OF YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ENOUGH TO TAKE A SHOWER, AND BRUSH YOUR TEETH AFTER EATING, OR WIPE YOUR FILTHY ASSES AFTER YOU SHIT. THE TRUTH HURTS DOESN'T IT? AND I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH? YOU SIMPLETONS, YOU ARE GOING TO BE PAYING ME FOR THIS GLOBAL ASSAULT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIVES. THIS WILL BE INSTITUTED AND INSTRUCTED FROM GOD. NOT FROM MERE MANKIND. I KNOW THAT IS FRIGHTENING TO YOU, SINCE YOU NEVER BELIEVED IN GOD IN YOUR LIFE, UNTIL NOW! FOR ASSOCIATING AND DATING ME...THIS NOTHING PERSON HE AND HIS FAMILY TREATING ME LIKE SOME LOWLY SERVANT WHEN THEY GOT MOST OR ALL OF THEIR CUSTOMERS FROM ME, I'M THE ONE WHO TOLD THE PERVERTS THAT THEY SHOULD INCORPORATE, AND ALL THE BLACK CARPET LAYERS ALBERT CLAIMED WERE TELLING HIM THAT THEY HAD SLEPT WITH ME? SO THAT'S WHY THEY CHANGED TO THE MEXICAN CONTINGENCY, AND BECAME A PART OF THE PERSIAN MEXICAN CONTINGENCY AT MY EXPENSE...AND THAT'S ALL OF YOU WHO ARE GUILTY. NO, I AM NOT THE NIGGER IN THE WOOD PILE, BUT YOU ARE NORM SHUBERT WEREN'T YOU WATCHING ME WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE. AND WHEN I WON THE CONTEST FOR BRINGING IN THE MOST MONEY AND YOU AND YOUR WIFE TOOK ME ON A CHEAP CRUISE TO MEXICO, AND THE MORNING AFTER, I HAD THE PLEASURE OF LOOKING AT PUKE ALL OVER THE CARPETED STAIRWAY, AND YOU CLASSLESS CREEPS DON'T KNOW WHAT IS CLASS AND WHAT ISN'T. THAT'S ANOTHER PROBLEM. YOU'VE CAREENED THROUGH LIFE IN ONLY DEVIOUS FASHION WITH ABSOLUTELY NO CONSIDERATION FOR ANYONE ELSE BUT YOU, THAT'S ANOTHER HUGE PROBLEM. WHO IN THE HELL CAN I TELL WHO IS REAL, IF I'M THE ONLY ONE THAT IS? THAT MEANS THAT ALL OF YOU ARE CHARLATANS, CREATED AS UNDERCOVER AGENTS RIGHT, AT MY EXPENSE, BECAUSE THE ONLY WAY YOU GET PAID IS BY STEALING FROM OTHERS, AND YOU LIVE THE LIFE OF A STAR WITHOUT ACTUALLY BEING ONE, BUT ATTEMPT TO SWIPE ALL OF MY GOOD WORKS, BECAUSE YOU CAN'T DO IT YOURSELF! YOU DON'T PAY, YOU HAVEN'T PAID FOR ANYTHING, YET BECAUSE I AM CONSCIENCE AND HAVE A CRAFT OF ACTING, WRITING, ETC. YOU FEEL YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO STEAL EVERYTHING FROM ME WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING, BECAUSE YOU CHOOSE TO BE NOTHING AND DO NOTHING. NOT ONLY AM I SPENDING MY PRECIOUS TIME WITH YOU WATCHING ME, LISTENING TO ME, STEALING FROM ME, HOW MUCH MORE DO YOU THINK YOU DESERVE, AND FOR WHAT? YOU ARE NOT EXPERTS THOSE OF YOU WHO PURPORT TO BE MY FRIENDS, YOU ARE TERRIBLE! AND THAT'S NOT A GOOD THING. ALL OF MY GIFTS COME FROM GOD, NOT FROM YOU!!! YOU NEED TO PAY WHAT YOU OWE ME, AND THAT'S EVERY COUNTRY THAT HAS BENEFITED FROM ME, WHILE YOU CONTINUE TO TAKE AND NOT GIVE. ARE ALL OF YOU MAN MADE? AM I THE ONLY ORIGINAL GOD MADE PERSON ON THIS PLANET, BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT I AM. HOW DID THE WORLD AND THE PEOPLE IN IT BECOME SOME BAD? DIRTY MINDS, FILTHY HOMES, AND YOU NIGGAS OF ALL SHADES DON'T HAVE THE GUTS TO ADMIT WHAT YOU NEED TO. STILL PLAYING IT SAFE HUH? IS THAT WHY YOU CAN'T CREATE? BECAUSE YOU DON'T AND HAVE NEVER BELIEVED IN THE EXISTENCE OF GOD, YOU HYPOCRITES!!! YOU ARE SHAMEFUL!!! YOU DID THE SAME THING TO MY MOTHER, MY FATHER, MY BROTHER AND OTHER BLOOD FAMILY MEMBERS THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO DO TO ME. HAPPY NOW? PUT ON A SMILEY FACE WHY DON'T YOU. YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT OR THE INTERNAL INTEGRITY TO DO SUCH. I SHOULDN'T BE ANGRY BECAUSE YOU SNATCHED MORE OF MY WRITING WITH THE OPENING SCENE POSSIBLY FOR THE FILM OF MY NOVEL, WHICH I WILL BE DIRECTING, AND NO ONE ELSE, AND I WANTED TO BE GENEROUS, BUT NO MORE, ALL OF MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTIES WILL BE DIRECTED, OR PERHAPS STARRING ME. HOW'S THAT? NO, AUTHOR! NOT ONLY A WRITER, BECAUSE YOU'RE INTERPRETATION OF A WRITER, IS SOMEONE WHO STANDS FOR THE RIGHT, NOT HAVING ANYTHING TO DO, WITH THE CRAFT OF BEING AN AUTHOR. YOUR ONLY JOB IS TO CONFUSE THE ISSUE. YOU ARE THE DEAL BREAKERS NOT ME, AFTERALL, YOU HAVE NO STAKE IN THE GAME, WHAT HAVE YOU CONTRIBUTED? HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO STEAL FROM ME AFTER 58 YEARS! YOU DELIBERATELY MISCONSTRUE FACTS, AND I AM ONLY GOING TO WORK WITH PEOPLE THAT SHARE THE SAME MIND SET AND INTEGRITY THAT I DO, MOST OF YOU FAIL IN THAT AREA UNFORTUNATELY. AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! PLEASE, EVEN THE WAY YOU SAY "PLEASE" IS INSINCERE, WHICH TELLS ME THAT MAYBE YOU WERE ONCE HUMAN, BUT BECAUSE OF ALL OF THE FILTH YOU HAVE CAUSED IN THE WORLD, YOU HAVE BECOME MONSTORS, IN THE TRUEST SENSE. I DO NOT OWE YOU, YOU OWE ME, SO YOU CAN KEEP PLAYING THIS CHARADE, BUT IT WILL BACKFIRE ON YOU, NOT I! BE ANGRY WITH YOURSELVES, NOT AT ME! I DIDN'T SABOTAGE YOU, YOU SABOTAGED ME!!! REMEMBER THAT FACT, IF YOU'RE ABLE. GOOD LUCK TO YOU TOO! SO BECAUSE I "WON" MEANS THAT I SHOULD BE PASSIVE AND NOT BE MYSELF, SO YOU ARE DEFINETLY MISINFORMED, BUT LET ME END THIS DIABTRIBE, SO I MAY MOVE ON, AND CREATE SOMETHING MORE. (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN L MITCHELL ON TUESDAY, APRIL 28, 2018 AT LA, CA 90046 AT 6:40PM, USA (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN L MITCHELL ON TUESDAY APRIL 28, 2015 AT 6:30 PM.