SHOULD I BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL THE ETHNICITIES I REPRESENT...

HAVE DONE SOME WRONG, WHY AM I LEFT HOLDING THE BAG?..HAD A GOOD SAFE TRIP BACK TO NEW YORK WHERE A LIGHT HAZE OF SNOW SPRINKLED SOME STREETS AND TAXIS... THE PLAZA IN NEW YORK WAS NOT AS I HAD REMEMBERED IT ALMOST A YEAR AGO, WHEN I LAST VISITED -- WHEN THE MEDIUM HEIGHT BROWN SKINNED BESPECKLED DESK CLEAR THOLD ME THAT THE "NEW" LOOK HAD HAPPENED OVER 5 YEARS AGO, SAID WITH A DECEITFUL SMILE...AND HIS COHORT TO HIS RIGHT WHO COULD HAVE PLAYED "CAPTAIN HOOK" WITH TWO GOOD ARMS BY THE WAY...I WONDERED WHERE DID THE 48 MOS. GO TO, APPLYING REASON, OR RATHER LOGIC, I DEDUCED THAT I WAS NOT BEING PRESENTED WITH MY REALITY, BUT SOMEONE ELSE'S... WHY? THE SMILIDING DUD I HAD ASKED TO REMOVE HIS CAP WHO HAD WHEELED IN MY LUGGAGE TO THE LOBBY , OBLIGED, ASKING IF HE WAS,"BARRY GORDY" ONLY FOR HIM TO TELL ME A SHORT WHILE LATER THAT PEOPLE MISTOOK HIM FOR "THE GUY ON THE LOVE BOAT"... "YOU MEAN TED LANGE" REMEMBERING HOW RECENTLY I HAD KNOCKED TED IN MY BLOG REGARDING HIS DIRECTING SKILLS IN THE PLAY THAT I HAD STARRED IN AT THE FORD THEATRE PRODUCED BY THE THEATRE GROUP ACROSS FROM THE AHMASON, AND THEN RECALLING THE BEAUTIFUL CATHOLIC CHURCH THAT HAD BEEN BUILT ACROSS THE STREET ON GRAND...IN FACT GORDON DAVIDSON HAD PRODUCED THE TWO CHARACTER PLAY ABOUT THE DETEERIORATING RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN A BLACK MAN AND WOMAN, OR RATHER HUSBAND AND WIFE, AND I PLAYED THE WIFE... OF COURSE THIS WAS AWHILE BACK...AGAIN, TIME IS IRREVELANT, UNLIKE THE LEGAL ENVIRONMENT THAT ONLY GIVES ONES A CERTAIN TIME TO RETALIATE WHEN THERE IS WRONG DOING...(MORE ON THIS LATER)... HOW CAN WE CHANGE IT AROUND--MAKE THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY WORTH SOMETHING AGAIN... THINKING ALSO HOW I AM NOT PAYING ANY VERBAL DEBT HEAPED UPON MY "MOTHER" UNFAIRLY, MAY HAVE HAD TO MAKE WITH A CERTAIN INDIVIDUAL AS THE PRODUCER OF...ARE YOU READY?..."BLAZING SADDLES"...HERE'S A MEMORABLE DIALOGUE...REFERRING TO THE SIZE OF THE BLACK CHARACTER IN THE DAZZLING WHITE COWBOY SUIT..."IT'S TRUE...IT'S TRUE"...I THOUGHT IT WAS HILARIOUS THE SCENE WAS PLAYED IN THE DARK BY A WHITE ACTRESS AND THE BLACK ACTOR AND IMPLIED THAT THEY WERE "GETTING IT ON"...LIKE "LET'S GET IT ON" LIKE IN...YOU KNOW WHOSE (MG)WONDERFUL AND POINOINT LYRICS AND MELODY...SEE HOW WE CAN TRANSITION INTO THINGS THAT ON FIRST GLANCE DON'T SEEM TO HAVE ANY RELEVANCY ONE TO THE OTHER.. I HEARD A BLACK FEMALE SAY,"WHO CARES?" RIGHT...BECAUSE OF YOU HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR OR ANY SENSE AT ALL, YOU CAN ALLOW YOURSELF TO APPRECIATE THE MIXING OF THE RACES...YET SOME FOLKS DON'T HAVE EITHER, AND HATE JUST BECAUSE THEY THINK THEY SHOULD...PLAYING TO THE AUDIENCE, SO TO SPEAK, WHEN THERE IS NO AUDIENCE EXCEPT FOR WHAT IS IN THEIR HEAD... I DON'T KNOW THE CONNECTION BETWEEN THE PRODUCER AND OR MY "MOTHER"...IF SHE HAD MADE A PACT WITH THE DEVIL, PROVIDING ME AS A SACRAFICIAL LAMB, DEAD gOD PLEASE ELIMINATE ANY AND ALL P[OWER OF OF MY ENEMIES, LEAVING THEM DEFENSELESS...WRITTEN ON 12-11-14 AT 7:20PM AND REVISED TODAY AT 12/12/14 11:01(APPROX)...I DO RECALL MY "MOM" AND I HAVE LUNCH AT "JOE ALLEN'S" OVER ON THIRD AND THIS PARTICULAR INDIVIDUAL WAS SITTING AT THE TABLE OPPOSITE MOM AND ME, AND MOM OFFERED THIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE AS SHE ATE AND I SAID, "MOM YOU DON'T ALWYAS HAVE TO BE SMILING"...SHE SAID NOTHING AND KEPT EATING HER SALAD, AS I LOOKED AT "MR. BROOKS" WHO SAID NOTHING...NOW WHAT'S EVEN MORE INTERESTING THAT WHEN I WAS BEING INCARCERATED AS MANY OTHER ARTISTS, I WOULD CALL MEL BROOKS'S OFFICE AND LAUGHINGLY STATE, "HEY WOULD YOU TELL MEL THAT GWEN MITCHELL IS IN THE CRAZY HOUSE AGAIN"...AND THEN I WOULD HANG UP...I NOW WONDER WHAT RELEVENCE THIS HAD ON ANYTHING, PERHAPS THE SO CALLED ASSUMED DEBT FOR MY SUPPOSSEDLY BEING "JEWISH" OR NOT...FUNNY THAT WHEN SOMEONE IS ABOUT TO MAKE IT, OR ALREADY IS MAKING IT, ALL THE RELIGIOUS GROUPS WANT THEIR CUT...AND REMEMBER IN ORGANIZED RELIGION YOU KNOW WHO GETS THE LEAST AMOUNT, WHICH MEANS THEY GOTTA MAKE IT UP IN SOME WAY RIGHT? SO TAKE IT OUT OF THE HIDES OF ALL ARTISTS, NO MATTER..."AS THE WORLD TURNS" YOU SAY...YEAH, THAT WAS A MONEY MAKER TOO... EVOLUTION NOT REVOLUTION NO MORE WAR, PEACE FOREVER, A HOME EVERYONE THEY CAN CALL THEIR OWN- AN OCCUPATION THAT PAYS WELL THAT THEY'D BE WILLING TO DO FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIFE, LIKE MOST ARTISTS, AND YET, MUST BE PAID, KEEPING THE 90% OF WHAT WE EARN, AND I THINK GOVERNMENT CAN SURVIVE ON 10% OF THE GLOBAL INCOME, SINCE THERE WILL BE NO MORE WAR...AND WE KNOW GOVERNMENT AS BEING, ORGANIZED RELIGION, THE MOB, ETC. ETC. ETC. WHEN EARNEST MEN STEP UP TO THE PLATE AND ASSUME RESPONSIBILITY FOR WHAT THEY CREATE IN THEIR PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS, BUSINESS RELATIONSHIPS AND KNOW AND ACCEPT THAT THEY ARE THE CAUSE AND EFFECT WHEN THESE RELATIONSHIPS FAIL, DUE TO THE OVER EMPHASIS AND EXCLUSIVITY OF SELF. IT IS MY TIME TO LIVE AND NOT DIE AND I DECIDE MY FATE, NO ONE ELSE BUT ME AND MY FRIENDS ON HIGH AND THOSE ON EARTH MOTIVATED BY THE COMMON GOOD AND DECENCY... YOU ARE NOT ALONE0 EVER---NO NEED FOR SUICIDE AND TRIPPING ON HARMFUL DRUGS AND DRINK...WATER IS ALWAYS APPROPOTE ALWAYS... I NEED HELP IN GETTING DIRECTIION TO TRUE PEOPLE OF WORLD INFLUENCE, NOT CHARLATANS. PARTNERS THAT HAVE NO DEVIOUS PLANS OTHER THAN FOR GOOD AND IMPLEMENTING THE GLOBAL PLAN FOR ALL GOOD AND MORAL CITIZENS OF THE WORLD... TO LIVE AS IF ITS ALREADY HAPPENED WITHOUT PLANTING THE NECESSARY SEEDS FIRST IN ORDER TO SUSTAIN IS NOT ENOUGH... STANISLAVSKY'S "aCTING AS IF" IT'S APPROPRIATE FOR THE CRAFT OF ACTING, BUT LIVING LIFE MORALLY SO THAT IT IS SUSTAINABLE AND GLOBAL CHANGING FOR GOOD REQUIRES A NETWORK OF LIKE MINDED INDIVIDUALS, COMAPNIES, ETC, WHO DO NOT HIDE IN THE SHADOWS AND CAMOFLAGUE THEMSELVES, ACTING ONE WAY BY DAY AND ANOTHER BY NIGHT... DEVILS ARE ALWAYS CHANGING THEIR APPEARANCE---AND THEY MUST, ALL OF THEM, LEAVE THIS GOOD EARTH FOREVER RETURNING TO THE HELL THAT THEY CAME FROM, WHICH IS THE ONLY HELL THERE IS, WHICH IS NO LONGER PRESENT ON THIS GOOD EARTH. BE GONE ALL THE DEVILS ON THIS GOD PROPERING GLOBAL TURF TO ALTER THE TIDE FOR EVERLASTING GOODNESS FOR EVERY BODY WHO TRULY BELIEVES AND RESPECTS OUR CREATOR. DEVILS BE GONE FOREVER NEVER TO RETURN TO ANY PLACE GOVERNED BY GOD...BE GONE FOREVER!!! SO IT IS WRRTEN SO IT SHALL BE. I AM INTERNATIONAL DEVOTED TO PEACE AND BROTHERLY AND SISTERLY LOVE FOREVER... SEX IS AN ACTIVITY BEST GIVEN AND RECEIVED BY PEOPLE WHO LOVE TRULY. IT IS PURE NOT MOTIVATED BY LUST BUT IN SHARING OF BODY AND MIND IN THE SPIRIT OF GENUINE LOVE. THOSE MOTIVATED BY ONLY LUST AND PLEASURE CLEANSE YOUR THROUGHT THROUGH RECOGNIZING THE INFLUENCE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT THAT EVELEVATES THE HIGHEST OF MORAL VALUES- TRUE LOVE NEVER FORSAKES--- GOD WATCHES OVER ALL OF US- NO NEED TO FEAR- HONOR AND RESPECT GOD - WHO WANTS YOU HAPPY - AND IS ALWAYS FORGIVING... WHO WANTS YOU HAPPY - AND WANTS YOU TO RECOGNIZE AND HONOR YOUR OWN GOODNESS AND THE GOODNESS IN OTHERS. WE HAVEN'T BEEN PUTTING ENOUGH POWER BEHIND THE WORDS- GOOD WILL ALWAYS WIN OVER EVIL--GOD MADE IT THAT WAY FOR THE WORLD'S EVERLASTING SURVIVAL. ABOUT MY TRIP AT THE PLAZA LAST NIGHT - KEVIN YOU LOOKED GREAT AND I TRUST YOU HAD FUN- NEXT TIME I WILL CALL - THAT WAS POOR TIMING ON MY PART- GLORIDA HENDRY IS A FRIEND SHE MODELED A TEE SHIRT THAT I HAD MADE USING A PICASSSO PAINT WHICH I FORGOT TO GIVE PICASSO CREDIT...SHE MODELED IT WITH A BLOND ACTOR AND BOTH WERE GOOD AND PERFECT FOR THE AD, WHICH I HAD ADVERTISED AND I PAID THEM BOTH AS WAS MY PROFESSIONAL DUTY...UNFORTUNATELY A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE BEFORE HE MARRIED WAS THE FIRST BLQACK AGENT HIRED AT THE WM MORRIS AGENCY IN NEW YORK AND HE BECAME A MANAGER OF MOSTLY BLACK CLIENTS, WHO NEVER PAID HIM WHEN HE STATED WHILE MANAGING THEM ---HE WENT ON TO FAME AND FORTUNE WORKING TIRELESSLY AND WHEN HE TOOK ME TO SEE A POPULAR PLAY AT THE TIME DOWN AT THE MARK TAPER AND HE HAD BOUGHT ALONE A SMALL BROWN PAPER BAG OF BUTTERSCOTCH ALMONT COOKIES AND SHARED THE FACT THAT HIS DEAD AUNT HAD COME TO HIM IN A DREAM AND HAD GIVEN HIM THE RECIPE THAT HAD LED TO HIS GOOD FORTUNE AND THERE WERE THREE PEOPLE THAT HAD PUT UP 5 GRAND EACH TO HELP HIM GET STARTED...MARK LICHTMAN, HELEN REDDING, AND ONE OTHER PERSON I'M SORRY TO SAY I DON'T REMEMBER THE THIRD PERSON...I GOT THE FEELING ALL OF THEM WERE WHITE...SO KEEPING WITH MY PREMISE- "nIGGERS" COME IN ALL COLORS, AND THEY PREVENT YOU LFROM GETTING YOUR FOTTING...tHE NIGGERS IN MY FRIEND'S CASE WERE BLACK NIGGERS - I COULD NAME THE TALENT, THAT NEVER PAID, WHO WERE BLACK, AGAIN, PROVING THAT BLACKS DON'T HELP BLACKS BECAUSE THEY'RE JEALOUS AND ENVIOUS OF EVERYBODY...THAT'S WHY THEIR TRUE NIGGERS, AND THE LITTLE aSIAN BOY WHO I SPOKE OF IN ONE OF MY COMEDY ROUTINES SAYING"i KNOW I'm A NIGGA" - I GUESS ONE INTERPETATION COULD EAN THAT aSIAN CAN BE NIGGERS TOO- DIFFERENCE THOUGH IS THAT ASIAN WILL SUPPORT EACH OTHER, UNLIKE MANY BLACK FOLKS- "CAN I GET AN AMEN?" NO AL SHARPTON AND JESSE JACKSON- AND REMEMBWER JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE'S LAST NAME IS KING DOESN'T MEAN THEY ARE ONE! YOU FEELING ME? 12/12/14 4:55AM A WOMAN AND MAN THAT ONLY OFFERS THEIR BODY, FEELING THAT IS ALL THAT THEY HAVE TO OFFER OF VALUE MUST FACE THEMSELVES HEAD ON, ASKING WHY SHOULD I BE PAID FOR SOMETHING THAT ALMOST ANYONE ELSE CAN OFFER, IF THEY CHOOSE , BUT DON'T, BECAUSE THEY SEE THEMSELVES AND KNOW THEMSELVES TO BE WORTH MORE THAN "CARNAL KNOWLEDGE" WHICH HAS ITS TIME AND PLACE, IN PRIVATE AMONG THE CONSENTING. 12/12/14 5:40AM (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN MITCHELL ON 12/12/14 AT 11:37AM