Thursday, March 2, 2017

SCORING MY LIFE AS I'M LIVING IT...

I AM QUITE AWARE THAT THIS IS A HOAX, OR BETTER YET, A SABOTAGE AGAINST ME, FOR THE MANY REASONS THAT I HAVE ALREADY MENTIONED AD NAUSEA...AND I'M SITTING HERE IN SANTA MONICA PUBLIC LIBRARY WONDERING WHY THE WAR WITHIN WARS DURING THE LAST PARADIGMS HAS TO CONTINUE...DO YOU THINK THAT IT DOES? I DON'T OF COURSE BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A SUBSTANTIALLY BETTER WAY TO EARN WITHOUT THE SABOTAGE...I KNOW THAT YOU DON'T LIKE WE OLD FARTS TO EAT, BECAUSE YOU THINK THAT YOUR DUNG IS BETTER THAN OUR DUNG ONLY BECAUSE YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO BE YOUNGER PERHAPS? AND THAT I CAN SURVIVE ONLY ON WATER. ALL THIS IN AN ATTEMPT TO GO BACK TO THE VERY BEGINNING WHEN I HAD FIRST REALIZED THE SABOTAGE...APPROXIMATELY THREE TO FOUR YEARS AGO.

VONETTA MCGEE'S BOYFRIEND WAS NAMED "MAX" HIS LAST NAME ESCAPES ME AT THE MOMENT...SHE WAS A VERY ATTRACTIVE FEMALE WHO I RECALL HER DOING A FILM WITH CLINT EASTWOOD...AND THERE WAS THE SINGER, WHITNEY HOUSTON, HER NAME I ALLEGE IN HONOR OF THE WHITNEY MUSEUM AND THE CITY OF HOUSTON IN THE STATE OF TEXAS WHO DID A FILM WITH THE ACTOR WHO HAD ALLEGEDLY ACTED AND DIRECTED IN. THE FEATURE FILM WHOSE NAME SUDDENLY ESCAPES ME, I KNOW HE DID PORTRAY A FBI AGENT WITH HIS MOTHER PORTRAYED BY SHIRLEY MCCLAINE, A COMEDY. AND THERE WAS ROSALIND "ROZ" CASH, WHO DID A FILM WITH SEAN CONNERY, "WRONG IS RIGHT" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. CONNERY AS HER LEADING MAN, AND I BELIEVE ALL THREE FEMALES, ALL BLACK, HAD SUDDENLY COME TO A BITTER END IN THEIR CAREERS, BECAUSE I ALLEGE, THEY DARED TO PORTRAY OPPOSITE ALLEGEDLY WHITE MEN, WHO WERE ALLEGED STARS AT THE TOP OF THEIR GAME, OR CAREER.

EVERY TIME I CONSUME FOOD IT APPEARS THAT MY NUMBERS ALLEGEDLY GO DOWN, THAT I HEAR FROM THE SCUTTLEBUTT IF THERE ARE ACTUAL NUMBERS BEING TALLIED AT ALL...I HAVE RECEIVED ABSOLUTELY NOTHING THAT WOULD WARRANT ME THINKING THAT I'VE WON SOMETHING, THOUGH THROUGH OUT THE DAY I HEAR SPATTERING OF REMARKS THAT ARE SUPPOSE TO MAKE ME SWAY FROM MY OWN INTENTIONS IN FAVOR OF YOURS. WHY? YOU GUYS AND GALS HAVE BEEN CONNING FOLKS , ESPECIALLY YOU CHURCH PEOPLE WHO CONVENIENTLY DIE AND SUDDENLY COME BACK TO LIFE, AS OUR MANY POLITICAL ASSASSINS...COLLECTING HUGE SUMS FOR THOSE WHO ARE STILL ALIVE. MAY I ASK A SIMPLE QUESTION ANTICIPATING A SIMPLE ANSWER AND THAT IS, WHO PUT YOU IN CHARGE?

ONE THING THAT I FEEL BADLY ABOUT IS THAT UNKNOWINGLY IT MAY HAVE BEEN MY FAULT. WHEN I HAD WRITTEN "FRANCES LOVES FRANCIS" AN INTERRACIAL COMEDY I HAD SENT IT TO MR JAFFEE, WOODY ALLEN'S PRODUCER, AND WOODY WASN'T AVAILABLE, BUT THERE ARE A GROUP OF SO CALLED ACTORS WHO RESEMBLE ORIGINAL ACTORS THAT CAN BE HIRED FOR FAR LESS MONEY THAN THE ORIGINAL OF COURSE...I HAD HELD AN AUDITION AT THE MONTECEITO HOTEL ON FRANKLIN AND SUSAN HAYWORTH'S NEPHEW HAD ARRIVED TO READ FOR A PART IN "FRANCES LOVES FRANCIS". I HAD BRIEFLY MENTIONED THAT PERHAPS HIS AUNT MIGHT BE SUITABLE FOR A ROLE IN, "THE BEAUTY STEALERS" HE HAD MENTIONED THAT SHE WAS SUFFERING FROM ALZHEIMER'S, I OFFERED MY CONDOLENCES SINCE MY MOTHER ALSO SUFFERED FROM A SIMILAR DISEASE, DEMENTIA.

I ALLEGE THAT AGENTS SUDDENLY GOT WIND OF ANOTHER WAY OF MAKING MONEY OFF A SECOND OR THIRD STRING TEAM SO TO SPEAK, AND THAT IS WHAT HAS OCCURRED I BELIEVE WITH MANY OF MY COPYRIGHTED SCREENPLAYS, NOVELS, ETC WITH SOME NEFARIOUS INDIVIDUALS POSING AS SO CALLED LOOK ALIKE ACTORS WHO COULDN'T ACT THEIR WAY OUT OF A PAPER BAG WHICH IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY NORMAN LEAR, PETER EPSTEIN'S PARTNER AT MERIT FINANCIAL HAD CALLED ME INTO HIS OFFICE AT CBS TO LET ME KNOW HOW MUCH HE THOUGHT OF MY WRITING IN THE TELEPLAY,"FLORIDA'S DILEMMA"...AND OF COURSE NORMAN LEAR'S SHOW, "MOVING ON UP" I ALLEGE SUBSTANTIALLY INCREASED BUSINESS IN THE REAL ESTATE MARKET, UNFORTUNATELY IN A VERY DANGEROUS AND ILLEGAL WAY, BUT OF COURSE YOU KNOW THAT ALREADY.

WHICH IS WHY THE DEVIANTS WOULD LOVE TO END THE AMERICAN ACADEMY OF MOTION PICTURE ARTS AND SCIENCES OF AMERICA, LET'S NOT CAVE ON THIS, SINCE IT IS NECESSARY TO ENHANCE OUR GLOBAL PLAN.

MUST THE PREREQUISITE BE THAT I MUST BE LIKED BEFORE I CAN PROCEED ON THE PATH OF WRITING AND DIRECTING? IS THAT GOING TO MAKE THE END RESULT BETTER...WHEN I WATCHED THE FILM "FLIGHT" I WONDERED HOW REAL WAS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN GOODMAN AND DENZEL WITH GOODMAN'S CHARACTER BEING HIS COCAINE SUPPLIER, AND DEALER. AND WHEN DENZEL WASHINGTON IN CHARACTER HAD PILOTED THAT PLANE, WAS IT FOR REAL, BECAUSE HE WAS JUST TOO TIRED OF "ACTING" AND NEEDED TO BE FOUND GUILTY OF SOMETHING SO HE COULD BE PLACED IN PRISON AND GET SOME REST AND REHABILITATION. CERTAINLY NOT THE BEST OF CIRCUMSTANCES IN MY OPINION FOR CURING THE MALADY. IN CHARACTER, SPEAKING DIRECTLY INTO CAMERA, STATING THAT HE FELT FREE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE, SOUNDS A LITTLE LIKE, "I KNOW WHY THE CAGED BIRD SINGS", SOMETHING I HAD READ A LONG TIME AGO, FORGETTING MOST OF IT, WHICH REFLECTS NOTHING OF THE QUALITY OR LACK OF, IN THE WRITING,

AND WHEN I WAS TOLD THAT A MS LEMONS, A BLACK FEMALE ALLEGEDLY, HAD DIRECTED THE FILM WITH DINAHAM CARROLL PORTRAYING A VOODOO WOMAN WHICH I SAW AND THOUGHT THAT THE CINEMATOGRAPHY WAS PRETTY GOOD , AND MS CARROLL LOOKED QUITE FETCHING IN HER WHITE SHOULDER LENGTH WIG. IT WAS JULIE DASH HAVING PRECEDED ME IN ATTENDING AFI,AS A DIRECTING FELLOW ALLEGEDLY WITH ME AS A WRITING FELLOW, MEANING THAT SHE HAD LEFT BEFORE I HAD ARRIVED IN 1975 AND SHE ALLEGEDLY, HAVING DIRECTED A FILM ABOUT AN OBSCURE AFRICAN TRIBE, AND I HAD NEVER VIEWED HER FILM...AND WHAT MADE ME THINK OF MS DASH WERE ALL THE DASH BUSES THAT ARE COMPETING AGAINST THE METRO BUS LINES, AGAIN IN THE WAR WITHIN WARS.

WHILE I WAS AT AFI AND I HAD CALLED LEE GRANT TO POSSIBLY PORTRAY THE MOTHER OF FRANCIS SCHWARTZMAN SHE HAD RECEIVED THE SCREENPLAY, AND SHE CHUCKLED SOMEWHAT BITTERLY AS IF IT WAS A PREPOSTEROUS NOTION, AND SHE SUDDENLY SCREAMED INTO THE PHONE SAYING,"JOEY GET OFF THE PHONE"...SHE RETURNED THE SCREENPLAY AND I RECALL KEN GREENGRASS SAYING TO ME YEARS AGO, "GWEN, WHAT'S IN A NAME?" I DON'T KNOW KEN, WHAT WAS THE POINT OF YOUR QUESTION?"

AND THERE WAS ANOTHER DENZEL WASHINGTON MOVIE WHICH I BELIEVE WAS ACTUALLY SUPPOSE TO BE A SERIOUS PARODY OF MY LIFE, ABOUT A SON PORTRAYED BY WASHINGTON WHO GOES BACK TO VISIT HIS MOTHER PORTRAYED BY THE ACTRESS WHO POSSIBLY WILL BE AUDITIONING FOR THE LEAD ROLE IN, "A MATTER OF CHOICE" AND THIS WAS ALLEGEDLY DENZEL'S DIRECTING DEBUT AND I RECALL MY UNCLE SUGGESTING THAT I CONSIDER DENZEL FOR THE MALE LEAD IN "A MATTER OF CHOICE" AND I WONDERED WHEN DID "UNC" JOIN THE RANKS OF SHOW BIZ PEOPLE...ANYWAY DENZEL'S CHARACTER HAD BEEN SEXUALLY SEDUCED BY HIS FEMALE COUSIN...AND HE WAS A MAN IN UNIFORM...WHAT I DO REMEMBER WAS THE COLORFUL AND DELICIOUS FOODS PORTRAYED IN THE DREAM SEQUENCE OF THAT FILM.

THANKS FOR STICKING WITH ME UP UNTIL NOW, HAVE A GREAT WEDNESDAY EVENING.

(C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWEN MITCHELL ON WEDNESDAY, MARCH 1, 2017 AT 7:09 PM AT THE SANTA MONICA PUBLIC LIBRARY, SANTA MONICA, CA 90401.



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