I MAKE NO EXCUSES FOR BEING HUMAN...OR BEING FEMALE!

YES, I AM FLAWED. FOR INSTANCE, THERE ARE MANY OF YOU WHO FEEL THAT I SHOULD NOT REFER TO MY GLOBAL PLAN AS BEING MINE. ASK YOURSELF WHY YOU FEEL THIS WAY, AND WOULD YOU FEEL THE SAME IF IT HAD BEEN A MALE WHO HAD COME UP WITH THE IDEA RATHER THAN GWEN MITCHELL. IN THE SPEECH YOU'VE BEEN PRIVY TO AT NAUSEUM YOU MUST HAVE HEARD THAT I REFER TO THE GLOBAL PLAN, AS "OUR GLOBAL PLAN", HOPEFULLY THAT WOULD SAVE ME FROM THE SIN OF EGO GRATIFICATION WHICH OFTEN LEADS TO PERSONAL DISGRACE. THAT HAS BEEN PART OF THE TRAGEDY OF THE PRIOR PARADIGMS, WHICH MADE DELIBERATELY THE PLAYING FIELD CONSISTENTLY UNEVEN...AND THE END RESULT IS THAT THE GAMES THAT MANY BELIEVED THAT THEY WERE FORCED TO PLAY...THE SACCAPHANTS, THE ASS KISSERS, AND THE "BROWN NOSERS" THOSE WHO WANTED TO MAINTAIN THE MISNOMER THAT IT IS A "MAN'S WORLD" AS THE ALLEGED "JAMES BROWN" WOULD ALWAYS SCREAM,"THIS IS A MAN'S WORLD!" REALLY? WELL, WHAT ABOUT THE REST OF US? THAT ARE NOT OF THE MALE GENDER, WHERE DOES THAT LEAVE US? IT LEAVES US IN A SITUATION THAT WE MUST DEPEND ON OUR NATURAL INSTINCTS TO SURVIVE, THESE OFTEN ARE GENDER BASED...PART OF THE GOD-GIVEN SURVIVAL TOOLS, BASED ON GENDER. WOMEN MUST SURRENDER TO THE NEEDS AT ALL COST TO HER MAN, AND CHILDREN, PLACING HERSELF LAST IN LINE, ALWAYS, THIS UNDER THE OLD PARADIGMS. RATHER THAN HONORING THE DIFFERENCES AND THE BEST IN EACH GENDER...I RECALL WHEN A FRIEND OF MINE WAS SPEAKING ABOUT HIS RECENT BRIDE REPRESENTING HIS SECOND MARRIAGE. "SHE'S SMART...SHE SHOWED ME HOW TO PLACE TILE ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR..." I WAS PLEASED TO HEAR THAT COMING FROM A MAN THAT APPRECIATED THE BEST IN WOMEN. THIS WAS A GOOD MAN, MY FRIEND, AND HIS FIRST WIFE WOULD ALWAYS STATE THAT HE WAS A GOOD MAN DESPITE THEM HAVING VERY LITTLE IN COMMON. WHAT I WAS CONCERNED ABOUT WITH MY FRIEND'S FIRST MARRIAGE WAS THE FACT THAT HIS WIFE DIDN'T SEEM TO WANT TO PULL HER OWN WEIGHT, PREFERRING TO BE FINANCIALLY SUPPORTED BY A MAN WHO WAS SERVING HIS COUNTRY, SENDING HIS ALLOTMENT MONEY HOME TO HIS MOTHER-IN- LAW AND DAUGHTER (HIS WIFE) TO HELP THEM MAINTAIN THEIR BABY SITTING BUSINESS. AND WHEN MY FRIEND CALLED ME ONE DAY TO TELL ME THAT HE HAD BEEN UNFAITHFUL TO HIS WIFE AND WHEN I ASKED HIM HOW SHE HAD DISCOVERED THE BETRAYAL, HE SAID THAT SHE HAD DISCOVERED A NOTE THAT HE HAD LEFT IN A BOOK. I MUST SAY THAT I WAS NOT SURPRISED BECAUSE I DIDN'T THINK THAT EITHER WAS SUITED FOR THE OTHER. MY FRIEND HAD PICKED HER UP WHILE SHE WAS SITTING AT A BAR AND HAD MADE NOT AN INNOCENT COMMENT ABOUT HER LOOKS, AND THAT'S THE WAY THEIR RELATIONSHIP HAD STARTED, ON A FALSE NOTE... AND IS THERE A WAY TO EVER RECOVER AND GET ON SOLID FOOTING, IN ANY RELATIONSHIP WHEN YOU ARE PLAYING A GAME OF MAKE BELIEVE THAT REQUIRES LIEING AT EVERY TURN AND TREATING EVERY RELATIONSHIP STARTING WITH THE INFUSION OF A LIE THAT CONSTANTLY BUILDS TO A CRESCENDO BY GETTING LOST IN A MAZE THAT YOU CAN BARELY ESCAPE ALIVE. AND FINALLY EXHAUSTED, CRAWLING ON BOTH KNEES, ATTEMPTING, YET NOT SUCCEEDING TO HAVE AT LEAST ONE, CLEAR AND TRUTHFUL THOUGHT, THAT INSISTS ON ALLUDING YOU, AS YOU BARELY SUCEED IN PLANNING YOUR ESCAPE. MY FRIEND'S EX-MATE, RETALIATED MAKING HIM PAY FOR THE THREE CHILDREN TAKING HIM TO COURT ASKING THE JUDGE TO INCREASE HER CHILD SUPPORT FOR THEIR YOUNGEST DAUGHTER, WHO TURNED OUT, AS THE OTHERS, TO NOT TO BE HIS AT ALL. AND THEY EACH WENT THEIR SEPARATE WAYS, UNTIL ANOTHER "PRETTY LADY" ENTERED MY FRIEND'S RANGE OF VISION, AND THE DECEIT BEGINS AGAIN, AND THOSE CALLING THE SHOTS FOR EVERYONE, ARE THE INDIVIDUALS LEAST EQUIPPED TO DO SO. OFF TOPIC - SOME HAVE INQUIRED AS TO WHO IS "MEAGAN?" THE MEAGAN MENTIONED IN THE OPENING OF MY BLOG IS ALLEGEDLY THE DAUGHTER OF LARRY ELLISON, THE ONE TIME CEO ALLEGEDLY OF ONE OF THE MOST SUCCESSFUL, IF I'M NOT MISTAKEN OF THE NON-MORTAR BUSINESSES, OF THE DOT COM ERA, AS WAS BIDZ.COM WHICH WENT PUBLIC LOCATED FIRST IN CENTURY CITY, SAME BUILDING AS ABC, AND NEAR THE SHUBERT THEATRE, AND EVENTUALLY WENT PUBLIC MOVING THEIR OFFICES TO WESTWOOD. BIDZ, A COMPANY THAT NEVER PAID ME FOR THE FIRST WEEK I HAD WORKED FOR THEM, STILL OWING ME $6K IN COMMISSION, AND WHERE I RECALL SPEAKING TO "MARVIN DAVIS" IN AN ATTEMPT TO HAVING HIM INVEST IN BIDZ. ALL DUE RESPECT TO RAFFI KING, IN THIS SPECIFIC ISSUE ONLY, WHO I HAD CALLED AFTER TOPZ WENT TOPSY TURVEY(AN INTERESTING BRITISH FILM, LOTS OF RED COSTUMES), AND OF WHICH I BELIEVE I HAD INVESTED AND LOST. NOT BY WAY OF A HONEST INVESTMENT LOST, BUT ONE OF CONTRIVANCE COMPARABLE TO YELLING "FIRE IN A CROWDED MOVIE HOUSE!" BY UNLISCENSED STOCK BROKERS WORKING AT TD WATERHOUSE ON WILSHIRE, AND IN CLOSE PROXIMITY TO THE WILLIAM MORRIS AGENCY.CAUSED BY DIRECT MANIPULATION OF THE STOCK MARKET. AGAIN, REINSTATING STRIKE PRICES, AND UPTICKS, SHOULD HELP TO ELEMINATE CORPORATE RAIDERS, ACTUALLY ROBBERS, AND MUCH MORE THAN WHAT I CAN ESPOUND UPON DUE TO MY LACK OF FINANCIAL EXPERISE. THE BANKING INDUSTRY NEEDS TO REINSTAL, THE GLASS STEAGUL ACT IN ORDER FOR THE BANKING INDUSTRY AND ALL FINANCIAL INSTITUTIONS MAY GET BACK ON COURSE, ON OUR QUEST FOR REENTERING A REAL WORLD WITH TRUE VALUES USING A MORAL COMPASS WITH THE ARROW THAT IS ABLE TO POINT IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, GLOBALLY. (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWEN MITCHELL ON FRIDAY, JULY 15, 2016 AT 3:07PM AT THE WEST HOLLYWOOD PUBLIC LIBRARY, WEST HOLLYWOOD, 90069.