A POSSIBLE EXCERPT FOR MY NOVEL AND OR AUTOBIO

I REMEMER MY EX HUSBAND SAYING THAT HIS FATHER-IN-LAW TOLD HIM TO, "FUCK AS MANY WOMEN AS I COULD"... THIS IS NOT SOMETHING THAT MY FATHER WOULD HAVE SUGGESTED UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE, NOT A MAN THAT WOULD TAKE HIS ONLY DAUGHTER CRABBING SHARING A LAZY AFTERNOON NEXT TO THE HUDSON RIVER NEAR SPIKENDIVAL, OR WOULD CHOOSE HIS DAUGHTER AS HIS DANCING PARTNER WHEN GUESTS CAME TO VISIT PUTTING ON A POPULAR 78 VINYL RECORD ON THE TURNTABLE OF THE VICTROLA AND WOULD ANXIOUSLY WIND IT UP, SMILING, CLICKING HIS FINGERS TOGETHER SO HIS FEMALE CHILD COULD CATCH THE RHYTHEM CONFIRMING HER SUITABILITY AS HIS DANCE PARTNER. THE FATHER WHO REQUESTED THAT HIS FEMALE CHILD SHOULD STILL BE ABLE TO GO TO PREMED AFTER SHE HAD GIVEN BIRTH, WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN THE WRONG THING, THOUGH HE HAD NO IDEA AT THE TIME AND NEITHER DID HE... SACRIFICING HIS LIFE FOR HIS FEMALE CHILD WHO RESEMBLED HIM MORE THAN HIS ALLEGED SON- THE SON WHO WAS THE CAUSE OF HIM HAVING TO PUSH HIS DREAM OF SUCCESS ASIDE SEEING WHEN PRESENTED WITH AN OPPORTUNITY TO HELP SACRIFICE HIS LIFE AS A GUINEA PIG ON BEHALF OF THE TOBACCO INDUSTRY, WHEN THEY HAD APPROACHED HE AND HIS WIFE, WITH THE PROPOSITION TO BE PAID MILLIONS TO TEST THE EFFECTS OF SMOKING A POPULAR BRAND CANCER STICK- THERE WERE NO FILTERED CIGARETTES AT THE TIME - AND HIS BRAND WAS THE EPITOME OF MANLINESS- CAMEL CIGARETTES- HIS ONLY WISH WAS TO HAVE HIS DAUGHTER GO TO MEDICAL SCHOOL WITH THE MONEY THEY WERE GOING TO PAY HIM - HE HAD SIGNED THE PAPERS WITH THE WOMAN SITTING BESIDE HIM THAT HE AFFECTIONATELY HAD CALLED, "BAY" WATCHING HIM, NOT NOTICING HER BROADENING SMILE AND THE SHARING OF A WINK BETWEEN THE TOBACCO INDUSTRY REP AND THE MOTHER OF HIS DAUGHTER- AS HE SIGNED UNKNOWINGLY HIS OWN DEATH WARRANT. AFTER, THEY ALL SHOOK HANDS - HE- AND THE TWO SABOTOURS- HIS WIFE AND THE MAN REPRESENTING THE TOBACCO INDUSTRY WHO HANDED THE FATHER A COPY OF THE SIGNED CONTRACT. THE OPERATION THEY HAD DESCRIBED AS BEING A SIMPLE INSERTION OF A TUBE IN HIS LEFT LUNG - THE FATHER FINALLY FEELING PROUD OF DOING SOMETHING THAT COULD HELP 'DADDY'S LITTLE DEVIL" - HIS NAME OF ENDEARMENT FOR HIS DAUGHTER. THOUGH SHE WAS MORE ANGEL THAN DEVIL - LIKE HIS MUSIC- HE PREFERRED "UNCOMMON" TO ITS OPPOSITE - AND WHEN HIS WIFE HAD SUGGESTED THAT THEY GO AND CELEBRATE OVER AT THE NEW WESTCHESTER COUNTY SHOPPING CENTER, NEAR THE WESTCHESTER COUNTRY CLUB AND GOLF COURSE, AND TRY OUT THE NEW SEAFOOD RESTAURANT THERE - AND SHE CALLED THEIR DAUGHTER ON THE PHONE TO INVITE HER TO JOIN THEM, WHICH HE THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA, REMINDING HER NOT TO MENTION THE DEAL THEY'D JUST AGREED TO - WHEN THE MOTHER CALLED SHE USED HER SWEETEST SOUNDING LONG DISTANCE OPERATOR'S VOICE - THE ONE OFTEN USED TO ENTRAP - "COME OVER AND HAVE LUNCH WITH YOUR FATHER AND ME"... AND SHE KNEW THE WAY - TAKING THE BUS ENTERING THE CLEAN ESTABLISHMENT THAT SMELLED NEW BECAUSE IT WAS, AND SPARKLING CLEAN - SHE SMILED SPOTTING HER PARENTS - HER FATHER, HANDSOME WEARING HIS BROWN SUIT, AND HER MOTHER LOOKING PRETTY AND CLASSY. SHE JOINED THEM WATCHING HER FATHER PULL THE THICK WHITE LOBSTER FROM IT'S SHELL DIPPING IT IN BUTTER OFFERING IT TO HER - "NO THANK YOU...I DON'T LIKE IT" - "TRY IT FIRST- IT'S LIKE CRAB" SHE SHRUGGED ACQUIESSING,"OK" AND SMILED AS SHE CHEWED, THINKING, "BOY THIS IS GOOD". AND SHE TRIED RELAXING WITH THE TWO PEOPLE WHO HAD CLAIMED HER AS THEIR OWN... AND WHO WOULD KNOW THAT THE RESULTS OF THAT SPECIFIC DAY WOULD SEAL THEIR FATE, STARTING WITH AN ACT OF MURDER AGAINST THE MAN WHO HAD GIVEN HER A RED WOOD VIOLEN IN THE HOPE TO PEAK HER INTEREST IN BECOMING AN ARTIST LIKE HIMSELF, HER TRUE FATHER, WHO SHE COULD FINALLY SHED DESERVED TEARS FOR - NOT A KENNEDY, BUT A MITCHELL. TBC. (C)COPYRIGHTED ON FRIDAY, JULY 1ST, 2016, AT THE WEST HOLLYWOOD TARGET MALL'S UPPER LEVEL, AT APPROXIMATELY 8:35AM, AT LABREA AND SANTA MARKET.