WHY SETTLE?

I DON'T BELIEVE IN SETTLING AND WHEN I DID IT RECENTLY CAME BACK TO BITE ME HARD IN A PLACE WHICH CAUSED GREAT PAIN. MY BRAIN, AND MY SOUL BECAUSE IT WASN'T TRUE AND I HAD BEEN COERCED. BEST TO CARRY THINGS OUT TO THEIR NATURAL FRUITION. IT WAS THE CASE AGAINST MERIT FINANCIAL AND WHAT I DIDN'T KNOW WAS THAT MY FATE IN THIS PARTICULAR MATTER HAD BEEN PRE-ORDAINED BY UNSCRUPULOUS INDIVIDUALS WHO HAD GOTTEN AWAY WITH THEIR DECEIT WAY TOO MANY TIMES. THEY ENTER THE COUNTRY OF AMERICA, UNINVITED BY ITS CITIZENS WHO WERE EITHER BORN HERE, SUCH AS MYSELF, OR ENTERED BY LEGAL MEANS TO BECOME AN AMERICAN CITIZEN IN ONE OF THE GREATEST COUNTRIES EVER CREATED, THOUGH DEVIANTS WOULD HAVE YOU BELIEVE OTHERWISE. THEY DON THEIR MASKS, ACTUAL MASKS, TO HIDE THEIR TRUE IDENTITY, CONJUR UP A LANGUAGE, OR SPEAK ONE THAT TRULY EXISTS, AFTERALL, THEY UNDERESTIMATE US BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN DEEMED BY THE USERS AS, "THE UGLY AMERICAN" UNDESERVING OF ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING THAT THEY DEVISE, ACTING AS IF ALL AMERICAN INGENUITY WAS EXCLUSIVELY MADE FOR THEM. WHERE DID THEY EVER GET THAT UPSURD NOTION. THE TABLOIDS, THE PROPAGANDISTS, AND THE PERPETUAL PLAYERS THAT ABHOR REALITY AND PREFER EXISTING IN THE MAKE BELIEVE WORLD, THE WORLD OF VIRTUAL REALITY TO WHICH I ACTUALLY HAD RAISED FUNDS FOR A PRIVATE OFFERING. THE MEMORADUM EXPLAINED THE ESSENTIALS SUCH AS "THE SWITCHING STATIONS" WHERE BY IT COULD INTERFERE WITH THE NATURAL FLOW OF COMMUNICATION, USE A PHONE, CELL PHONES WERE TOO NEW ON THE MARKET AT THE TIME, EARLY 1990'S, TO BE USED IN MASS. BUT WERE CLEARLY ON THE HORIZON AND BASED ON THE NEXT PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION AND WHO WAS PERCEIVED TO BE IN CHARGE, WOULD DETERMINE HOW READILY THEY WOULD BE ACCEPTED. I HAD NO IDEA WHEN I WENT TO WORK FOR UNITED INT'L SECURITES ON VENTURA MANNED BY PERHAPS A RELATIVE OF RHONDA FLEMMING PERHAPS, WAS NICK FLEMMING, AND "NIKKO" A MAN WHO ENJOYED WATCHING COMPANIES GO BELOW ZERO. WATCHING THEM CLOSELY, AND BUY THEM, AND PROCEED TO PUSH THE PRICES HIGHER POSSIBLY FOR THE BENEFIT OF CORPORATE RAIDERS. I HAPPENED TO THINK ABOUT THIS WHEN I HAD PASSED THE NIKKO NIKKO SUSHI RESTAURANT IN WEST HOLLYWOOD. THE AFORE MENTIONED SITUATION WAS ALSO AROUND THE TIME OF THE WANING OF THE GLASS STEAGAL ACT, WHERE BANKS HAD TO ABIDE BY CERTAIN SECURITY RULES BENEFICIAL TO CLIENTS AND WITH EQUITIES THE SAFEGUARDS HAVING BEEN REMOVED, PROHIBITING STOCK FROM BEING BOUGHT OR SOLD, WHICH PROTECTED THE OWNERS PORTFOLIO POSITIONS WITH A STRIKE PRICE. THAT HASN'T EXISTED FOR QUITE AWHILE NOW. BACK TO WHY NOT TO SETTLE, I KNEW I HAD A LEGITIMATE CASE AGAINST PETER EPSTEIN, AND I WASN'T AS AWARE AS I AM NOW, THAT THERE HAD BEEN A SYSTEMATIC ATTEMPT TO LEAVE ME BROKE, AND BACK IN THE "OWNERSHIP" OF A BASTARD OF AN EX HUSBAND WHO WANTED TO PIMP ME OUT, FOR A SECOND TIME, SINCE I DIDN'T GIVE HIM ENOUGH OF A CHANCE WHEN I HAD FIRST LEFT HIM, NOT WITHOUT WARNING, THAT I WOULD BE LEAVING HIM WITHIN A WEEK, AFTER NINE YEARS. HAD I FOLLOWED MY TUITION AND TURNED DOWN THE ALLEGED ARBITRATION AND THERE WERE THINGS THAT THESE NON HUMAN INDIVIDUALS COULD DO WITH THEIR MAGIC AND MAN MADE CONTRAPTIONS THAT COULD CERTAINLY ALTER MOOD. MEN THAT WOULD SYSTEMATICALLY BRING DOWN WOMEN WHO WERE STRONG AND OFFERED A THREAT TO THEIR IMAGE, WANTING TO BE IN A TOTAL CONTROLING POSITION LEAVING THEM IN A SUBSERVIANT POSITION. OFTEN HAVING THEM FLEE INTO THE ARMS OF ANOTHER, PREFERABLY ANOTHER FEMALE, THAT WOULD NOT ONLY GAIN THEM POINTS, BUT A GREAT DEAL OF ADMIRATION FROM THE DEVILS IN DECEIT WHO WOULD TURN TO EACH OTHER NODDING THEIR HEADS, SEE I TOLD YOU, "SHE WAS A DAMN DYKE AND THAT'S WHY SHE HAD LEFT ME...IT WASN'T ME!" WELL WE KNOW THAT, IT NEVER IS YOU, IS IT. MY BELIEF IN NOT SETTLING ALLOWS ME TO GO BEYOND WHERE I HAVE EVER BEEN BEFORE, SINCE I HAD SUPPORTED MYSELF QUITE WELL AFTER LEAVING AN EX HUSBAND WOULD COULDN'T KEEP ME IN SANITARY NAPKINS, SO I CERTAINLY KNEW WHAT I DIDN'T WANT. AND I HAD PUSHED THE LIMITS WHEN I TOLD HIS ATTORNEY T