IT WAS THE TIME OF "HAIR"...

"DO IT FOR LOVE" WAS PART OF THE PEACE MOVEMENT THEME...ALL SANE FOLKS INCLUDING ARTISTS WANTED THE VIET NAM WAR TO END...MY CHECKS HAD THE SIGN FOR PEACE ON THEM AND SECURITY PACIFIC OR BANK OF AMERICA I FORGET WHICH ORDERED ME TO CHOOSE A DIFFERENT CHECK DESIGN...ALSO MY SOCKS CARRIED THE PEACE SIGN AS WELL, WHICH I HAD MENTIONED IN ONE OF MY EARLIER BLOGS...THERE WAS FREE SHAKESPEARE IN THE CENTRAL PARK...AND OF COURSE, "FREE LOVE"...IS THERE ANY OTHER KIND THAT COULD BE WORTH WHILE?... FOR SOME REASON I HAD TO AGREE WITH MY MALE COUNTERPART...AN EXPLANATION PROBABLY USED TO EXPLAIN TO A WIFE ABOUT AN ILLICIT AFFAIR..."LOVE AND SEX ARE TWO DIFFERENT THINGS!" OF COURSE THE ATTORNEYS LOVED THE MARITAL CONFLICT...IT MADE LOTS OF MONEY FOR THEM...AND I ALLEGE MORE THAN HALF OF THEM HAD NEVER PASSED THE BAR EXAM IN FACT, THERE WERE MANY "SET-UPS" PART OF THE RUSE... I CAN RECALL MY EX HUSBAND ASKING ME OCCASIONALLY IF I WOULD FIGHT FOR HIM...IF HE WAS HAVING AN AFFAIR WOULD I CARE ENOUGH TO DO BATTLE? AN INTERESTING QUESTION AND I OFTEN THINK HOW LOVE ASKS FOR NOTHING IN RETURN...AND I COULD NOT ANSWER HIS QUESTION. OF COURSE IF THERE IS A TRUE MARRIAGE, TRUE COMMITMENT, AND TRUE CHILDREN OCCURRING FROM THE MARRIAGE, AND A GOOD AND LOYAL WIFE WHO DID HER BEST SHE AND THEY SHOULD BE TAKEN CARE OF BY THE HUSBAND-FATHER...THEY NEEDED TO BE...BUT UNFORTUNATELY MARRIAGE HAD BECOME SUCH A SHAM FOR MANY, A WAY OF GETTING SOMEONE ELSE TO PAY FOR THEIR MISTAKES... I WALKED OUT OF MY MARRIAGE THE SAME WAY I HAD COME INTO IT, WITH NOTHING BUT MY OWN BELIEFS WHICH WERE CONTRARY TO WHAT WAS CONSIDERED MODERN SOCIETY AT THE TIME... WHAT I AM GRATEFUL FOR, WAS THE FACT THAT MY AUNT FRAN AND MY MOTHER CARED ENOUGH AFTER MY FIRST AND ONLY CHILD WAS BORN TO MAKE SURE THAT I DIDN'T CONTINUE TO BE A BREEDER...WHICH MY MOTHER HAD TO ENDURE...SIMPLY PUT THEY BOTH HAD SAVED MY LIFE OTHERWISE I WOULD'VE ENDURED A FATE WORSE THAN DEATH...MARITAL PRISON IN A CUL-DE-SAC. BACK TO HAIR, AND "RECESS" I WATCHED THE PLAY AND THE SONG ABOUT WHITE BOYS BEING SO PRETTY, NOT A GREAT SONG BUT CONDUCIVE TO THE PLAY, THOUGH AS I HAD SUGGESTED TO UPDATE THE PLAY IF I CAN BE SO BOLD THEY MIGHT WANT TO CONSIDER A COUNTER SONG ABOUT COLORED MEN JUST TO EVEN THE MARITAL SCORE. AND BACK THEN THERE WERE GREAT BOOKSTORES LIKE BRENTANOS ON FIFTH AVENUE...AND IN THE 40'S THERE WAS A CHURCH THAT HAD BEEN TURNED INTO A DISCO WHICH WAS AND IS A GREAT IDEA, MAY GOD NOT STRIKE ME DEAD FOR SAYING IT. AND I STILL REMEMBER THE DAILY NEWS WITH THE FULL PAGE PHOTO OF LAMONT JOHNSON JR SET ABLAZE RESEMBLING AN ANGEL TAKING FLIGHT... BUT HOW DOES THIS HELP ME OUT OF MY CURRENT PREDICAMENT? IT DOESN'T BUT IT DOES SET A PAST HISTORY OF HOW FAR THE PHILISTINES WILL GO TO ELIMINATE REAL TALENT...AS OPPOSE TO THOSE WHO ONLY PRETENDED TO BE BLESSED BY THE TALENT GENE. EVEN NOW AS I WRITE THIS I HEAR THE OPPOSING CHATTER AND BESIDES THE HALLE BERRY LOOK ALIKE THIS MORNING HER EYES WIDENING AS I LOOKED HER DIRECTLY IN HER ORBS AND SHE QUICKLY LEFT ME ALONE. AND THE HALLE BERRY THAT I SAW UP ON FULLER AT HILLSIDE A BLOND, SMALLER IN STATUE THAN THE ONE THIS MORNING, AND A LITTLE BOY WAS STANDING NEAR HER AND I ASKED HER IF I MAY TAKE A BOTTLE OF WATER TO WHICH SHE HAD ANSWERED, "SURE". SO HOW MANY HALLE BERRY, ROBERT DENIROS, MARILYN CHAMBERS AKA MARILYN MONROE ARE THERE AND WHO PAID FOR THEM,AND MORE? BUT I THOUGHT I DID SEE D GENEROUS LAST NIGHT WITH A BABY GIRL RUSHING TO GET SOMEWHERE OUT OF THE POINSETTIA PARK NORTH OF MARTELL, (NAMED AFTER DAVID AND HIS FATHER) AS IF SHE WERE A PARENT AND WHO KNOWS MAYBE SHE IS. BY THE WAY HOW DOES THE COPPOLA WINE TASTES AVAILABLE AT TRADER JOE'S. AND OF COURSE MY FRIEND JOE WHO ALWAYS SAID TO ME FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE TELEPHONE OPERATORS WHO WERE LISTENING AT THE TIME,"ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF YOUR MOTHER GWEN"...I FELT LIKE TELLING HIM I DON'T NEED YOU TO TELL ME THAT WHITE MAN. AND HE WOULD TELL ME ABOUT SOME WEST INDIAN WOMAN WHO WAS A FRIEND OF HIS WHO HAD TAKEN SUCH GREAT CARE OF HER MOTHER BUYING HER A HOME AND ALL. NOW WHY WOULD JOE SHEEHAN WHO I HAD MET THROUGH PETER DANES, BOTH OF WHOM HAD WORKED FOR ALLEN AND COMPANY BE CONCERNED ABOUT MY MOTHER I WONDERED. IT JUST DIDN'T MAKE SENSE. AND AFTER MY MOTHER DIED IN 2004, AND MY BROTHER IN 2009, I HAD NO IDEA THAT MY ALLEGED OWN BLOOD RELATIVES WOULD DO ME IN, IF THEY INDEED HAD OF COURSE. I RECALL PETER DANES SAYING TO ME WHEN MY MOTHER CALLED ME EARLY ONE MORNING WHILE I WAS LIVING IN NEW YORK, SOUNDING SAD, LONELY AND DEPRESSED, AND I BELIEVE PETER HAD TAKEN THE PHONE FROM ME AT THE TIME AND SAID, "YOU SHOULDN'T BE CALLING HERE THIS EARLY", AND HE HUNG UP. OR PERHAPS THAT WAS MY FANTASY OF WHAT I HAD WANTED HIM TO DO. AND PETER AND OTTO DID MEET WHEN I WAS DOING "BEST OF EVERYTHING" FOR ABC WHICH HAD PAID ME OFF TO GET RID OF ME IN ORDER THAT MY RESIDUALS, ETC. I ALLEGE COULD BE DISTRIBUTED TO MY CO-STARS, AND POSSIBLY PRESIDENT O'BAMA WHOSE HUMAN MOLE WAS SITTING TWO SEATS AWAY FROM ME AT THE SANTA MONICA LIBRARY EARLIER TODAY. AND AGAIN, FOR 60 YEARS OF WORK, AND NOT BEING PAID, I PRAY THAT I DON'T HAVE TO MENTALLY KILL MY MOTHER AND BROTHER WHO I ALLEGE MAY HAVE BEEN RESPONSIBLE OF KILLING MY FATHER. IT WAS A BIG FUNERAL, LONG LINES OF CARS, AND I KNEW I WOULD MISS HIM, BUT WHAT BOTHERED ME MOST IS THAT HE HAD NEVER ACHIEVED HIS DREAM. THE GOVERNMENT MADE SURE OF THAT...THEY TOOK FESS PARKER OVER MY FATHER, BOTH HAVING WORKED AT THE POST OFFICE ON 34TH STREET. WHICH OF COURSE IS A GOVERNMENT FACILITY. AND AGAIN, I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO WILL BE DECIDING WHAT ACTORS SHOULD BE CAST FOR THE ROLES IN MY PRODUCTIONS, IF YOU DON'T MIND, AND IF YOU DO, PLEASE DO YOURSELF AND ME A FAVOR AND FORNICATE WITH YOURSELF, I'M SURE YOU KNOW HOW. IT JUST BEGAN RAINING NOT TOO LONG AGO AND I AM STILL LIKE THE SPY WHO CAN'T COME IN FROM THE COLD, BECAUSE THE DEVIANTS HAVE TAKEN OVER BOTH OF MY REAL ESTATE PROPERTIES, IN THE HOLLYWOOD HILLS, AND IN CALIFORNIA CITY, CA WHERE I ALLEGE HEATHER MC CRAE IS LIVING WITHOUT MY PERMISSION, RENEGADES FROM THE PAST... YOU KNOW IT WAS OTTO THAT HAD BOUGHT ME MY COLORED TV, THE NIGHT AFTER HE HAD SLAPPED ME FOR NO REASON THAT I WAS AWARE, AND HE HAD IT DELIVERED TO MY APARTMENT AT 330 THIRD AVE. APT. 19K, NYC, NY 10010... AND ROCHELLE OLIVER LIVING IN THE SAME BUILDING AS UTA HAGEN, AND THE MALE LEAD IN, "BEULAH'S DAY OFF" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, HE AND HIS WIFE OF SEX AND THE CITY...TOD WAS WITH ME WHEN I HAD INTRODUCED HIM TO ROCHELLE AND JAMES PATTERSON'S ALLEGED SON, HE AND TOD ARE THE SAME AGE, ONLY TO HEAR VIA CHATTERING THAT ROCHELLE DOESN'T HAVE A SON. JIM HAD DIED JUST WHEN ROCHELLE HAD BEEN CAST FOR "BEST OF EVERYTHING".OR SHORTLY THEREAFTER, SUPPOSEDLY FROM AIDES AND HAD MOVED IN WITH HIS MALE LOVER..AND THERE WAS A JAMES PATTERSON BOOK, BUT NOT THE SAME I'M SURE...I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO HAD GOTTEN FIRED AND I WONDER WHY, DO YOU HAVE THE ANSWER? I BET ABC DOES. AND JULIE MANNIX AND HER HUSBAND, A THEATRICAL PRODUCER, AND HER DAUGHTER THAT I SAW IN A FILM, WITH BUSEEME OR SOMEONE BY THAT NAME AND I THOUGHT SHE WAS A GOOD ACTRESS. I MENTION ROCHELLE BECAUSE SHE HAD MET ALBERT NO AND I SAW HER NOT TOO LONG AGO ON SANTA MONICA BLVD NEAR GOLDS, WITH THE ALLEGED BRITISH ACTOR FROM "CLOCKWORK ORANGE"...AND WAS IT JUST MY IMAGINATION OR WAS THAT REALLY BETTY DAVIS WITH BLUE EYES NOW, LEAVING FOR CANADA, HOPEFULLY NOT TO DO ANY OF MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTIES AND IF SO, THERE WILL BE HELL TO PAY. THERE IS NO RELATION BETWEEN MY SIR NAME AND REALITY, THOUGH THESE INGRATES WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO BELIEVE THAT THERE IS. RIGHT MICHAEL CAINE AND SEAN CONNERY TWO ACTORS WHO ALLEGEDLY WERE STIFFED BY PARAMOUNT FOR, "WHEN WE WERE KINGS". MY LIST INCLUDES PARAMOUNT,COLUMBIA, PRODUCERS STD., TWENTIETH CENTURY FOX,ALL THREE NETWORKS, LORIMAR, MGM, ETC ETC ETC THE WRITERS GUILD WHERE THEY SICKED DOUGLAS DAY STEWART ON ME,IN THEIR ALLEGED, "FREE WRITING PROGRAM" IN FACT I'LL GO THROUGH MY LIST AND COME UP WITH ONLY SOME MORE OF THE NAMES THAT ARE CULPABLE, OK? INCLUDING ALL OF MY ALLEGED THEATRICAL AND SCRIPTWRITING AGENTS, STANLEY KRAMER, CHARLES FRIES,ETC. ETC.CINDA, DAVID SHAUB WHO REPRESENTED ME IN MITCHELL VS PARAMOUNT, WARNER BROS. I CAN REMEMBER DEFENDING MY ALLEGED AUNT, INEZ MATTHEWS' AKA LEOTYNE PRICE'S SINGING VOICE, DON'T THEY LOOK ALIKE, REALLY! AND OTTA TURNED TO ME AND SAID, "SHE CAN'T SING I HAD TO FIRE HER ON THE SET OF CARMEN JONES" AND I WONDERED WHY WAS THIS MAN BEING SO MEAN? THE SAME MAN WHO HAD SAID "BYE-BYE" TO ME THIS MORNING AND HE HAD TEARS IN HIS EYES, AS I HAD, AFTER HE HAD DEPARTED FROM THE PARK. AND DO NOT PUT ME WITH ANY ONE WHEN I DELIVER MY SPEECH WHICH MAY NOT BE HERE IN CALIFORNIA BUT I PROMISE TO RETURN, PERHAPS. TELL ME, DO YOU REALLY THINK IT'S MY CRIME THAT I WANT TO GET PAID FOR THE WORK THAT I HAVE ALREADY DONE. HOPEFULLY SECURITY INCLUDING INTELLECTUAL SECURITY IS BEING BEEFED UP. AGAIN, NO ONE CAN EXIT THIS COUNTRY UNLESS WE HAVE AN AUTHENTIC ADDRESS FOR YOU AND TELEPHONE NUMBER, WE ARE NOT TRUSTING THE INTERNET, NOR TELECOMMUNICATIONS FIRMS, WHO HAVE NOT BEEN CONNECTING ME TO THE INDIVIDUALS THAT I HAD BEEN CALLING, SO NEEDLESS TO SAY, PACIFIC BELL, SBC GLOBAL, AT AND T, AND ALL PAST AND FUTURE NAMES WILL BE CLOSELY SCRUTINIZED. WELL I CAN'T WAIT TO START DIRECTING "A MATTER OF CHOICE" AND STAR IN MY PLAY, "THE ACTRESS AND THE AGENT" AND STAR IN "WHEN THE DEVIL PLAYS", PERHAPS... I CAN REMEMBER WHEN MADELAINE ALBRIGHT AT LEAST ON MY TV , HAD SAID THAT WOMEN DON'T STICK TOGETHER THIS WAS A LONG TIME AGO...AND WHEN I WAS BEING HELD CAPTIVE AT DEL AMO HOSPITAL AND THEY ASKED ME TO WRITE LETTERS TO PEOPLE THAT I WANTED TO SPEAK TO MOST,AND I CHOSE MY DEAD MOTHER, AND THE DECEASED NINA FOSCH...AND OF COURSE MY WALLETS HAD BEEN STOLEN WITH MY PARENTS PHOTOS IN THEM TWICE FROM THE GUY IN THE WHEEL CHAIR WHO GOES AROUND SAYING, "CHANGE, CHANGE"... WELL NORMAN AND PETER AND ALL THE COLLEGES AND UNIVERSITIES ETC...I BELIEVE YOU OWE ME...HAVE A NICE SUNDAY. AND THOSE WHO ARE ABLE WOULD YOU PLEASE GET ME BACK IN MY CONDO SO THAT I MAY SEE WHAT THESE DEVIANTS HAVE STOLEN AND RUTH BETA GINSBERG I GUESS YOU CAN'T SEND A MAN TO DO WOMAN'S WORK, 7218 HILLSIDE AVE. UNIT 205 WHERE I HAD PAID FOR 23 YEARS, APPROXIMATELY, $2400 A MONTH, NOT INCLUDING ILLEGAL SPECIAL ASSESSMENTS, WHICH NANCY MCDONALD'S BOYFRIEND WAS ABLE TO MAKE A QUICK 3700, AND INNES WEI'S ALLEGED FATHER MADE ANOTHER QUICK $3900, ETC. ETC. ETC. AGAIN ALLOW ME PLEASE TO REMIND YOU THAT THERE WILL NO LONGER BE PIMPING OR DRUG TAKING ANYWHERE ON THE SET OF MY PRODUCTIONS. AND I DO NOT NEED A COVER, YOU SHOULD PUT MY FACE ON THE SUPERWOMAN BILLBOARD DON'T YOU THINK? THANKS FOR LISTENING AND I HOPE I HAVE ENTERTAINED AND ENLIGHTENED YOU. (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN MITCHELL ON SATURDAY, DEC.19TH, 2015 AT 5:38PM WEST HOLLYWOOD LIBRARY 90069