I CAN'T REMEMBER WHEN MY LIFE HAS BEEN IN THIS MUCH DISSARY...

BUT I WILL GET THROUGH IT. WHAT WOULD HELP TREMENDOUSLY OF COURSE, IS IF MY REAL ESTATE COULD BE RESTORED TO ME, ALL THREE PIECES, AND THIS HOAX BROUGHT AGAINST ME PERHAPS BY AN EX HUSBAND I ALLEGE, OR MAYBE NOT, WHO MAY STILL CARRY A GRUDGE FOR SOME REASON. WHY, I HAVE NO IDEA. INCREASINGLY MY LEFT SIDE OF MY BACK IS GIVING ME PROBLEMS I BELIEVE FROM SLEEPING ON THE HARD SURFACE OF THE EARTH...BUT MY BALLS HELP LOTS...I USE THE LARGEST ONE THAT I PLACE ON THE SMALL OF MY BACK AND BOUNCE ON IT WHICH HELPS RELIEVE THE PAIN, THE OTHER TWO, BOTH TENNIS BALLS, I PLACE BETWEEN THE CREASE OF BOTH LEGS AND ARMS AND SQUEEZE, NOT AT THE SAME TIME OF COURSE. IT DOES HELP...WHAT ALSO HELPS IS LYING UNDER THE HUGE MAGNIFICENT TREE, IT GIVES ME SHELTER...AND WHEN I MENTALLY SPEAK TO IT, IT SPEAKS BACK, IF IT'S NOT SLEEPING. YES, TREES DO SLEEP, AND I AM ABLE TO DISCERN THIS WHEN THE LEAVES ARE COMPLETELY STILL. IT IS COMFORTING. I WISH I WERE ALREADY ON THE WAY BACK EAST, WITH MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTIES IN TOW ABOUT TO DIRECT MY FIRST FEATURE, "A MATTER OF CHOICE", AND PERFORM IN MY PLAY,"THE ACTRESS AND THE AGENT"...MY CONCERN IS THAT THE DEVIANTS WHO HAVE SWIPED MY CONDO, MY RENTAL, AND MY SECURED LOT ARE INTENT IN DESTROYING MY CONFIDENCE AND SMASHING MY UNIQUE MODE OF EXPRESSION... USUALLY THIS DECEIT IS HARBORED AGAINST ME BY THE OPPOSITE GENDER, AND YET THERE ARE SOME FELLOW SAME GENDER CULPRITS TOO THAT I BELIEVE ARE OUT TO GET ME...AND THE ONLY REASON THEY WOULD DO THIS IS FOR DEVIOUS REASONS, AND USING MR.OBAMA AS A TOOL OF DISTRACTION, IN OTHER WORDS, A PAWN PERHAPS THAT I HAD MENTIONED PREVIOUSLY IN A UNIQUE PERSPECTIVE BLOG REGARDING LIFE BEING PLAYED AS A CHESS GAME...THOUGH I FIND THAT LIFE IS FAR FROM A GAME. "IN PURSUIT OF DESTINY" AND MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY, "LITTLE BITS" AND "NOBODY'S GIRL" I WOULD HAVE UNDOUBTEDLY FINISHED BY NOW, BEFORE THE UNREAL LAW IN THE FORM OF UNIFORMED SHERIFFS HAVING BROKEN IN EARLY ONE MORNING TO STOP ME FROM COMPLETING MY PROJECTS AND I KNOW THIS WAS DELIBERATE, WITH JEALOUS TENDENCIES APPLIED. AND AGAIN WHILE I WAS OUT OF MY HOME AS YOU KNOW MY LOCKS WERE BROKEN AND TWO CAUCASOID, SQUATTERS ENTERED AND MADE THEMSELVES AT HOME ON AUGUST 9TH, 2015. AND LAST NIGHT I DID SEE THE BLACK MERCEDES SUV THAT HAD BEEN PARKED IN MY GARAGE SPACE EXITING THE BUILDING AS I WALKED TOWARDS THE BUILDING AND THE DIRECTORY WAS PRETTY MUCH THE SAME, AND THE STREET WAS STILL COVERED WITH DOG DUNG A RELATIVELY NEW EVENT SINCE MY INVASION. I HEAR IT IS RAINING IN NEW YORK TODAY, DAMN IT, AND I'M HERE...I WONDER IF IT COULD BE BECAUSE THE CITY MAY BE MISSING ME, OR DOES IT EVEN THINK OF ME AT ALL, NEW YORK...OF COURSE I LOVE THE WEATHER IN LOS ANGELES AND I WOULD LIKE BEING BI-COASTAL. BUT RIGHT NOW I WOULD LOVE TO BE HIGH HIGH HIGH IN THE AIR FLYING TO SOMEPLACE I HAVE NEVER BEEN BEFORE REGARDING MY GLOBAL PLAN,OR, SHOULD I SAY, OUR GLOBAL PLAN. I BOUGHT THIS REALLY INEXPENSIVE DRESS LAST NIGHT IN PREPARATION FOR REHEARSING FOR THE EIGHTY EIGHT ACADEMY AWARDS WHICH WILL BE TELEVISED ALLEGEDLY ON SUNDAY THE 28TH, BUT UNFORTUNATELY, DUE TO GIVING MY OPINION OF THE NOT SO HYGIENICALLY CLEAN SPA AT THE LOEWS ON HIGHLAND AND THEIR GOOD LONG TERM MEMORY, I WAS ESCORTED OUT BY THREE SECURITY GUARDS WHO COULD HAVE PASSED FOR PROFESSIONAL WRESTLERS, ONE OF WHOM ADMITTED THAT WAS THE REASON FOR MY BEING ASKED TO LEAVE. IT DIDN'T BOTHER ME TOO MUCH, IT'S JUST THAT THE NEW PAIR OF HEELS THAT I WAS WEARING HADN'T BEEN BROKEN IN AS YET. SO, I COULD CERTAINLY EMPATHIZE WITH "PEARLY MAY" WHEN SHE WOULD SPEAK ABOUT HER FEET HURTING WHEN SHE APPEARED ON THE ED SULLIVAN SHOW. THAT SHOWS YOU JUST HOW LONG THIS RUSE IN MY OPINION HAS BEEN GOING ON. AND SINCE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR GOOD REASON, I MUST ACCEPT THAT THIS WAS NOT THE PROPER VENUE TO DELIVER MY GLOBAL PLAN WHICH IS SOMEWHAT COMFORTING DUE TO THE FACT THAT THE INDIVIDUALS I WAS DEALING WITH SEEMED SO UNREAL, LIKE CARTOON CHARACTERS IF YOU CAN IMAGINE THAT. WHAT I'M LEARNING THAT EACH DAY BRINGS A NEW SET OF CHALLENGES SOMETIMES REPLACING THE OLD AND SOMETIMES NOT, BUT IT'S BETTER THAN HAVING AN EMPTY PLATE, DON'T YOU THINK? THANKS AGAIN FOR LISTENING AND I APPRECIATE YOUR DESIRE TO SEE ME FORNICATE, BUT IT'S PARTICULARLY DIFFICULT FOR MANY REASONS NOT THE LEAST OF WHICH IS THAT I AM STILL SLEEPING ON THE GRASSY KNOLL AND HAVE BEEN NOW FOR 6 MOS. (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN MITCHELL ON WEDNESDAY, FEB.24TH,2016 AT 4:21PM AT THE WEST HOLLYWOOD COUNTY LIBRARY IN WEST HOLLYWOOD, CA 90069 USA