CONTEMPORARY HISTORY IN LA AND A MOTHER REMEMBERS

DIDN'T THE MEXICAN AMERICANS MAKE THEIR MONEY FROM THE ORCHESTRATION OF POLICE BRUTALITY IN LAFAYETTE PARK WHEN SOME OF THE ILLEGALS STATED THAT HAD BEEN BRUTALIZED BY THE POLICE SOME YEARS BACK. THAT WAS A CLASS ACTION LAWSUIT AS MINE HAD WRONGLY TURNED OUT TO BE AT MERIT FINANCIAL, WITH ME PAYING ALL THE LEGAL FEES...AND THE ALLEGED LEGAL REPRESENTATION AN ALLEGED BARRISTER BY THE NAME OF TJ RITZ AS YOU KNOW BY NOW, WITH HIS COFFER BEING TJ MAX, WHICH INTERESTINGLY ENOUGH IS LOCATED DIAGONALLY ACROSS THE STREET FROM THE WELLS FARGO BANK BUILDING ON ARIZONA AND FOURTH STREET IN SANTA MONICA. AND THE ARIZONA PART GOES WITH MY HONDA PURCHASE, WHICH I RETURNED THE CAR AFTER GETTING SO MANY ILLEGAL TICKETS, AND ALSO ONE OF MY CLIENTS FROM MERIT FINANCIAL J WALKER AND HER ALLEGED HUSBAND WHO GOT THE CAR DELIVERED TO HER IN ARIZONA AND THE MONEY THAT I HAD POURED IN TO THE USED NOW 6 YEAR OLD VEHICLE SOLD AT THE HONDA DEALER ON SANTA MONICA BLVD NOT TOO FAR FROM THE INSIDIOUS COLE STREET, WHICH LOTS OF ILLEGAL ACTIVITY GOING ON INCLUDING JEHOVAH WITNESS, TRIPLE A OF CARMEL, BUT SANTA MONICA ISN'T IN CARMEL, BUT WASN'T DIRTY HARRY MAYOR OF CARMEL CLINT EASTWOOD WHO DID A MOVIE THAT I NEVER VIEWED BUT STARRED A BLACK ACTRESS VONNETTA MCKEE WHO DIED OF BREAST CANCER BEFORE SHE MARRIED AN ACTOR WHO I IMAGINE WAS A GOOD COMPANION FOR HER WHEN SHE WAS DYING. AND I HAPPENED TO SEE HIM AT GOLD'S GYM, SO AGAIN, THIS WAS THE PATTERN, A MOVIE TITLE THAT I NEVER SAW, BUT WOULD LIKE TO... SO CANCER SEEMS TO BE THE KILLER OF CHOICE, AND THESE DEVIANTS ATTEMPT TO EQUATE INDIVIDUALS WHO WERE BORN IN A CERTAIN MONTH WITH THE APPROPRIATE ASTROLOGICAL SIGN, SAYING, "SHE'S A CANCER", SOUNDS NEGATIVE WHICH IS WHY I LIKE SAYING I'M A MOON CHILD, WHICH ALSO HAS NEGATIVE CONNOTATION, WITH THE REVEREND MOON...AND AS RECENTLY STATED MANY OF THESE INDIVIDUALS WITH THEIR OVER INDULGENCES OF DRUGS, ALCOHOL, AND NASTY BEHAVIOR SUCH AS KICKING A 73 YEAR OLD WOMAN OUT OF HER HOME OF 23 YEARS, AND ALLOWING THE RENTERS OF HER PROPERTY TO GET OFF SCOTT FREE FROM PAYING RENT OR RETURNING MY HOUSE KEYS, THANKS TO COLDWELL BANKER, AND THE MANY DEVIANT REALTOR'S IN THE HOT BED OF POLITICAL AND RELIGIOUS UNREST IN CALIFORNIA CITY. WHY WAS I TARGETED AS THE ONE TO PAY AND OVER PAY, CONSIDERING THAT THE CONDO'S TAXES WERE OVER 5K A YEAR, PLUS THE $2,400 A MONTH, AND THE HOA DUES, AND SPECIAL ASSESSMENTS ALL GOING INTO THE POCKETS OF ALL THE SO CALLED ELECTED OFFICIALS INCLUDING THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES, AND THIS WAS WITH EVERY PRESIDENT AND ELECTED OFFICIAL. I WAS TARGETED FOR MY ASSETS WHICH WERE STOLEN, SEP IRAS, ROTH IRA, SIMPLE IRA, AND CASH IRA AT TD WATERHOUSE, IN APPROXIMATELY 40K WHICH NEEDS TO BE RETURNED, AS WELL AND I NOTICED RECENTLY THAT WHERE TD WATERHOUSE WAS HOUSED NOW IS TOUTING AMERITRADE, WHICH HAPPENED TO HAVE BEEN THE FINANCIAL STOREHOUSE FOR MY BROTHERS INVESTMENTS WHEN HE WAS MANAGING THE BOSTON POST OFFICE I'D BEEN TOLD, AND LIVING IN ROXBURY, A STREET WHICH MATCHES THE SAME NAME OF THE STREET IN BOSTON. SO I'M WONDERING WHY A BROTHER WOULD SABOTAGE HIS SISTER, PERHAPS NOT EVEN HIS FULL BLOODED SISTER? AND DID HE POSSIBLY POSE AS MY DEAD FATHER ON MY "MOTHER'S" BEHALF SINCE THEY HAD THE IDENTICAL NAME, EXCEPT THAT "BROTHER" WHO I SAW RECENTLY ON THE BUS WHO DISPLAYED HIS WALLET BEING EMPTY, AND SHOWING HIS TWO FRONT TEETH, BUT WAS HE MY BROTHER, SINCE HE WAS FAIRER IN HUE, AND HIS HAIR WAS LONGER THAN WHAT I HAD REMEMBERED, WAS "THE THIRD" AND MY FATHER, "THE SECOND". I HAD ASSETS THAT THESE INCORRIGIBLE'S WANTED,YET DON'T DESERVE BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T WORK FOR ANY OF MY ASSETS INCLUDING MY REAL ESTATE, ETC. AND NOW I'M HEARING THAT SARA(H), GLADY'S MATTHEWS, MITCHELL, OLIVER, MAY NOT HAVE BEEN MY BLOOD MOTHER. ONE SOUL PER LIFE MADE OVER AS MENTIONED PREVIOUSLY YOU DON'T GET A NEW SOUL, YOU'RE STUCK WITH THE OLD ONE- THANKS TO GOD, I STILL HAVE MY ORIGINAL SOUL AND WITH GOD'S ASSISTANCE I INTEND TO KEEP MINE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. WHICH IS WHY MY GLOBAL PLAN WILL ELIMINATE MUCH OF THE DEVILISH GOING ON CAUSED BY UNHEALTHY SEX AND MANY NON PRODUCTIVE INDULGENCES THAT I, AS A TAXPAYER. HAVE BEEN PAYING FOR FOR OVER SIXTY YEARS. YOU CANNOT AVOID PAYMENT OF WHAT YOU'VE STOLEN FROM ME, THAT GOES FOR AGENTS, MANAGERS, CO-WORKERS, PSEUDO PRESIDENTS AND OTHER ELECTED OFFICIALS, SO CALLED, BOTH MEN AND WOMEN LAZY, EGOTISTICAL AND RACISTS WHO ABHOR GIVING ME THE WORLD WIDE ACKNOWLEDGMENT I DESERVED OVER THESE MANY YEARS, STEALING MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTIES, AND TREATING ME AS AN INDENTURED SERVANT AND PIMPING ME OUT LONGER THAN WHAT I CAN REMEMBER. AND USING A WHITE WOMAN AS MY COVER, HOPING THAT PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ME, THANKS TO SUSAN SARANDON AND OTHERS LETTING PEOPLE KNOW THAT "I LOOK GREAT!" DO YOU THINK BY TAKING THIS ILLEGAL ACTION IS GOING TO SOLIDIFY YOUR POSITION IN YOUR YET TO BE ESTABLISHED CAREER? WATCH YOUR LANGUAGE, SAY WHAT YOU MEAN AND MEAN WHAT YOU SAY- "SHE'S BAD" - SLANG BUT WHEN YOU'RE IMMERSED IN A DUMB DOWN WORLD THAT CANNOT EXTRAPOLATE TRUE MEANING AS SPEAKING MADE UP LANGUAGES, SINCE THE ENTIRE WORLD SPEAKING ENGLISH- ONLY FOR THE PURPOSE OF ADDING TO CONFUSION. WHICH BAD PEOPLE WANT- BAD AS IN NOT GOOD, EVIL- TO CONTINUE THE SABOTAGE- THE WAR AGAINST ARTISTS BY THE PHILISTINE- SO WHO WERE THOSE PEOPLE WHO CAME OVER TO 30 COOPER STREET...A WHITE MAN AND WOMAN WHO WOULD IGNORE ME, NOT SAYING EVEN A "HELLO" SPEAKING ONLY TO CHUCK AS IF I WASN'T PRESENT. I WAS ON THE BIRTH CONTROL PILL AND I SUSPECT THE VERY FIRST FEMALE PUT ON THE PILL- SHOULDN'T I HAVE BEEN COMPENSATED FOR THAT EXPERIMENT... AND BEFORE THAT COULD I HAVE BEEN THE FIRST "TEST TUBE BABY" AND THIS TOO I WAS NEVER COMPENSATED FOR - AND OF COURSE THE SHINGLES VACCINE- A CONDITION FOR BEING UNDER TOO MUCH STRESS WHILE WORKING AT MERIT FINANCIAL. AND I RECALL THE PEOPLE WHO COME BY THE APARTMENT WHO ASKED FOR WATER WHICH I GLADLY PROVIDED AND AFTER THEY MENTIONED THAT I HAD THE CLEANEST APARTMENT AND I WA GRATEFUL HEARING THAT AFTER ALL THAT WAS MY JOB AS A HOUSEWIFE AND MOTHER TO KEEP A CLEAN HOME, COOK TASTY NOURISHING MEALS FOR MY SON AND HIS FATHER, AND I HAD NEVER BEEN GIVEN A NICE COMPLIMENT ABOUT MY HOUSE KEEPING DESPITE NEVER EVER WANTING TO BE A HOUSE WIFE AND MOTHER. AND IN ADDITION TO HAVING SEXUAL RELATIONS TOO EARLY I AM NOW LEFT WITH A CONDITION THAT MY GYNECOLOGIST STATED COMES FROM MY UTERUS BEING PRESSED AGAINST MY BACK AND POSITIONED IN THE WRONG PLACE, THIS AGAIN COMES FROM HAVING SEX TOO EARLY, IN FACT, THE ALLEGED DOCTOR WARNED ME TO STOP HAVING INTERCOURSE WITH ATHLETES, NOW WAS THIS TRUE, OR JUST PART OF THE RUSE, THIS MUST BE ASKED SINCE HE WAS ALLEGEDLY A PERSIAN DOCTOR THAT HAD BEEN RECOMMENDED BY A "FRIEND". LET ME ALSO STATE THAT I MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS, MY MOTHER IS DEAD, SHE COULDN'T MAKE WISE DECISIONS FOR HERSELF, LET ALONE FOR ME, OFTEN I FELT AS THOUGH I WAS RAISING HER, RATHER THAN THE OTHER WAY AROUND. SOMETHING YEARS LATER I WOULD HAPPEN TO MENTION TO MY SON DURING A PHONE CONVERSATION TELLING HIM THAT I HAD PLANS OF BECOMING A DOCTOR RATHER THAN GETTING MARRIED AND I COULD ACTUALLY FEEL HIS PAIN COMING OVER THE PHONE AND I QUICKLY SAID, "BUT HAVING YOU WAS BETTER THAN THAT OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT LETTING HIM KNOW THAT HE WAS THE JOY IN MY LIFE - WHAT HAD SURPRISED EVEN ME- BECAUSE IT WAS ABSOLUTELY TRUE. HE WAS AN EXCEPTIONAL BABY, WALKING EARLY AS I HAD MENTIONED AND QUIET AND HE WANTED TO DO BETTER- ESPECIALLY WHEN HE WOULD HIDE BEHIND THE LAZY BOY CHAIR BEFORE BEING POTTY TRAINED - THIS LITTLE GUY KNEW THAT HE WOULD BE BETTER AND DO BETTER AND HE SHOULD BE DOING MUCH BETTER AND HE WAS NOT WILLING TO ACCEPT NOTHING LESS THAN THE BEST IN HIMSELF - WHICH WAS AND IS ADMIRABLE PARTICULARLY OF AN 8 MOS OLD. HE HAD ROLES OF FLESH ON HIS ARMS AND LEGS AND PEOPLE SAID, "HE'S GOING TO BE BIG AND TALL - HE'LL GROW INTO HIS BODY" I REMEMBER A FRIEND OF MY MOTHER'S COMMENTING - I'VE ALWAYS BEEN IMPATIENT, WANTING THINGS TO HAPPEN INSTANTANEOUSLY AND ONE OF THE THINGS MY SON ATTEMPTED TO SHOW ME WAS TO BE PATIENT, BUT I'M STILL NOT GOOD AT IT. WHEN I HAD TO LEARN THE AFLAC PITCH HE HELPED ME MEMORIZE IT AND BECAUSE HE WAS CALM RATHER THAN JUDGMENTAL WHICH HELPED ME TO RELAX AND I WAS ABLE TO ACCOMPLISH WHAT I NEEDED TO - IT'S GREAT WHEN YOUR CHILD BECOMES AN ADULT, YOU'RE EQUAL, AND AT TIMES SUPERIOR- WHICH IS AMAZING AND THRILLING AT THE SAME TIME- BECAUSE THE PHOTO OF HIM WHEN HE WAS A SMILING BABY WITH HIS ROLLS OF FAT LYING ON HIS TUMMY LOOKING LIKE A CUTE LITTLE TEDDY BEAR AND HE'S NOW A FULL GROWN ADULT MALE - AND IT SEEMED TO HAPPEN SO QUICKLY- BUT IN REALITY IT WASN'T AT ALL. (C)COPYRIGHTED ON MONDAY, FEBRUARY 15, 2016 AT APPROXIMATELY 4PM SITTING AT BEVERLY BLVD, ACROSS FROM EREWHON AT ROSE'S CREAMERY EATING DELICIOUS KOSHER ICE CREAM A DELICIOUS FLAVOR WITH PRUNES THAT WAS YUMMY. TRANSFERRED TO COMPUTER ON 2/16/2016 AT 2:26PM AT THE WEST HOLLYWOOD PUBLIC LIBRARY ZIP CODE 90069.