WHY DID THE SYSTEM WANT ME TO CHANGE MY IDENTITY?

SPEAK BRITISH THE NOTE SAID, CHANGE YOUR BIRTH DATE, BECOME 57 RATHER THAN THE AGE I AM, SAG/AFTRA, AFTER I PAID DUES FOR THE YEAR, SENT IT BACK STATING BECAUSE I HAD NOT WORKED AND DUE TO MY AGE, THEY WERE RETURNING MY DUES AND WHEN I GOT AN ACTING JOB I WOULD BE REINSTATED...THE GOOD PART IS THAT I SAVED APPROXIMATELY $90 on dues, BUT WHAT IF SOMEONE WANTED TO HIRE ME AS AN ACTRESS... SAG BEFORE THE MERGER OF AFTRA, WHICH I BELIEVE WAS JUST A MEANS OF PLACING EMPLOYEES OF THE BURACRACY INTO SALARIED JOBS, WHILE I STRUGGLED TO MAINTAIN MY STATUS AS AN ACTRESS...SIMPLY PUT, I WAS AND STILL AM BEING SABBATOGED, DUE TO AGE DISCRIMINATION, AND LIKELY ETHNICITY AS WELL...THEY DO THIS TO ALL ARTISTS, MUSICIANS, ETC... WHY? TO STEAL THEIR ROYALTIES, AND PASS IT THROUGH TO FAMILIES OF THE SO CALLED DISENFRANCHISED...TAKING FROM PRODUCING INDIVIDUALS LIKE MYSELF, AND GIVING IT TO THE DO NOTHINGS, FOR VOTES... I ASK MYSELF, WHY AM I NOT MAKING MOVIES, AS AN ACTRESS, WRITER, DIRECTOR, WHICH IS WHY I AM INTENT ON GETTING MY PROJECTS PRODUCED, WITH OUR WITHOUT THE BLESSINGS OF THE UNION WHICH SUPPOSEDLY REPRESENTS ME, YET DOESN'T? WHO IS IN THE BACK OF THIS SABBATOGE I ASK YOU...COULD IT POSSIBLY BE MY EX HUSBAND, WHO I RECALL WHEN I HAD VISITED HIM LONG AGO, HE HAD FIVE PHOTOS LINED UP ON HIS WALL, ALL BLONDS, PUTTING THEM ON DISPLAY...WHEN I SAW THEM I DIDN'T COMMENT, BUT ASKED, ARE THESE THE WOMEN YOU'RE DATING? HE DEFENSIVELY SAID, "BUT YOU SEE YOUR PHOTO IS THE FIRST ONE" I THOUGHT HIS RESPONSE WAS WEIRD, BECAUSE I HAD NO ROMANTIC INCLINATIONS TOWARDS MY EX HUSBAND, CHARLES A BUSSEY JR. WHO I HAD TURNED DOWN ALIMONY AND WENT ABOUT MY BUSINESS WHEN I WALKED AWAY FROM OUR MARRIAGE ASKING FOR NOTHING, BUT ALLOWING ME TO SEE OUR SON ON THE WEEK-ENDS, AND A MAN WHILE I WAS MARRIED FLAUNTED A WOMAN WITH KIDS IN A NEARBY PROJECT, LOCKING ME OUT OF OUR APARTMENT WHILE HE AND SHE FORNICATED INSIDE THE APARTMENT THAT WAS OUR HOME. THIS IS THE ACTION OF A MAN, THAT'S WHAT THIS KIND OF BEHAVIOR IS CONSIDERED TO BE APPROPRIATE, FOR A MAN...AND I REMEMBER HIM ASKING ME, "WOULD YOU FIGHT FOR ME IF ANOTHER WOMAN WAS INTERESTED?" I BELIEVE I SAID, "PROBABLY NOT, BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING TO DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO" I COULD TELL HE DIDN'T LIKE THE ANSWER...MY EX HUSBAND HAD A HUGE EGO, AND WHEN I REFUSED TO LISTEN TO HIM BERATE HIS SECOND WIFE, ELSIE THE COW, WHICH IS HOW HE DESCRIBED HER, AND THE SECOND WIFE WHO GOT THE HOUSE AND MONEY, WHILE I GOT MY FREEDOM TO PURSUE MY DREAM, FOR AWHILE, BUT AGAIN, HE AND HIS ARMY OF DRINKING BUDDIES, AND HOOKERS, AND WHATEVER ELSE, THESE INDIVIDUALS HAVE INTERFERRED WITH MY LIVLIHOOD, MY HAPPINESS AND WHATEVER ELSE... AND THE LAW FIRM OF WILKIE, FARR AND GALLAGHAR ARE CULPABLE AND ARE HIS COHORTS IN THIS CRIME OF SABBATOGE BECAUSE I DARED TO WORK MYSELF UP FROM VIRTUALLY NOTHING WITHOUT HIS HELP, AND HE DARED TO COME INTO MY CONDO AND PRESDENT HIMSELF AS A GENERATIION SALESMAN I ALLEGE FOR SCIENTOLOGY, TO TRY AND SNATCH NOT ONLY MY PROPERTY INCLUDING THIS CONDO, BUT ALSO MY HOME IN CALIFORNIA CITY AND MY PAID FOR LOT ALSO IN CALIFORNIA CITY, HIS ACTIONS ENCOURAGED BY THE OVERWEIGHT BIMBOS, AND LAZY FEMALES WHO LONG AGO HAD GIVEN UP THEIR SOULS SO THEY WOULDN'T HAVE TO WORK FOR A LIVING... AND OF COURSE THE CHURCH IS IN BACK OF THIS SCENARIIO, A SCENARIO THAT IS PERPETRATED EVERY DAY SOMEWHERE IN THE WORLD, AGAINST A WOMAN SUCH AS MYSELF, INDEPENDENT, GOD FEARING WITH A DREAM THAT JUST WON'T DIE, THANK GOD! PERHAPS HE WORMED HIS WAY INTO THE INDUSTRY WHEN I HAD SENT TAPES OF MOVIES THAT HAD BEEN SENT TO ME FROM THE ACADEMY, BEFORE THEY VERY WISELY CHANGED THE RULES AND MADE IT ILLEGAL, I SENT THE TAPES TO WHO I THOUGHT WERE MY GRANDDAUGHTERS AS WELL, WHO ARE ACTUALLY NOT MY GRANDDAUGHTERS AT ALL, AND BECAUSE I ALLEGE MY EX HUSBAND HAS NO MORALS HE VIOLATED A MORAL CODE AND AS HE TOOK MY VIRGINITY AT SIXTEEN I BELIEVE HE MAY HAVE DONE THE SAME THING TO MY "GRANDDAUGHTERS" ETC. IT GOES BACK TO THE CHURCH IN SANTA MONICA ABOUT A YEAR OR SO AGO, WHEN SOMEONE LOOKING LIKE OPRAH, CAME TO THE CHURCH DOOR AND SAID THERE WAS NO MINISTER THERE AND I WAS DUPED IN TO SELLING TICKETS FOR A FISH FRY FOR THIS SO CALLED CHURCH WHICH WAS NOTHING MORE IN MY OPINION BUT A DEN OF INEQUITY WHERE CHURCH WOMEN SET UP THEIR COSMETICS TO SELL, AND I HEARD THE BLACK MAN SAY THAT HE WAS REPRESENTING C A B, INITIALS OF MY EX HUSBAND WHO I WALKED AWAY FROM AFTER 9 YEARS OF CONSTANT ABUSE... AND I RECALL EARLY IN THE MARRIAGE THAT HE SAID, " I KNOW HOW TO GET RID OF WIVES" AND HE MENTIONED ABOUT AN IRISH FRIEND OF HIS WHO HAD GOTTEN RID OF A KENNEDY"... THIS INCIDIOUS PLOT HAS BEEN PERFORMED CONSTANTLY IN THE ABUSE OF WOMEN, PARTICULARLY THOSE THAT STAND OUT, THE BIMBOS OFFER NO THREAT, JUST BUY THEM THEIR BREAST AUGMENTATION AND THEIR FACE LIFTS, AND THROW THEM A BONE EVERY NOW AND THEN... IT WAS NO ACCIDENT WHEN CAB TOOK ME TO A BAR, I DIDN'T DRINK, YET HE DID, AND THERE WAS AVA GARDNER AND HE POINTED HER OUT, AND SAID,"LOOK THERE'S AVA GARDNER" LOOKING DISTRESSED, HAGGARD, AND HER UNKEMPT APPEARANCE WHICH WAS DISTURBING STILL HAUNTS ME TO THIS DAY... BUT I AM NOT TAKING THE ABUSE LYING DOWN, I WILL CONTINUE TO FIGHT BACK UNTIL I AM FINANCIALLY COMPENSATED PER MY UNIQUE BLOGS...58 YEARS OF SLAVERY IS NO FUN...AND THIS PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ABUSE AFFECTING MY INCOME IS DELIBERATE AND IS AN ACTION PERPETRATED BY ALL RELIGIOUS INSTITUTIONS IN THE NAME OF ORGANIZED RELIGION...THEY'VE GOT THE MONEY IN ALL THEIR BANKS, WHICH MUST BE TAPPED INTO IMMEDIATELY SO I CAN BE COMPENSATED AND I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE MY NEXT MEAL IS COMING FROM, OR WHEN I CAN AFFORD MY NEXT MASSAGE, OR WHEN CAN I BUY A NEW DRESS OR GET A FACIAL, OR MANI PEDI, ON A REGULAR BASIS AS I HAD DONE WHEN I WAS ACTIVELY EMPLOYED AS A COMMISSION SALES REP, YET NOT THE CAREER I CHOSE BUT THE ONE I WAS DRIVEN IN TO DELIBERATELY BY BEING SABBATOGED BY THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY WITH THE BLESSINGS I ALLEGE FROM CAB, CHARLES ARTHUR BUSSEY AND HIS POSSE, WHO STARTED A MAINTEANCE BUSINESS AND APPLE CONSTRUCTION, ETC. ETC. ETC. GIVING HE AND OTHER MEN THE POWER OVER GOOD DECENT HUMAN BEINGS SUCH AS MYSELF, FORGET MY SEXUAL TRYSTS, THAT'S PERSONAL, AND NO ONE'S DAMN BUSINESS... OH AND YOU'RE UPSET WHEN I CURSE? OH FORGIVE ME, BUT GO FUCK YOURSELVES AS YOU'VE BEEN DOING WITH ME, AND OTHERS LIKE ME, BOTH MALE AND FEMALE. (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN L MITCHELL ON OCTOBER 27,2014 AT 10:33AM