"If You Only Have Love For Your Own Race"...

AND, IF YOU HAVE NO LOVE FOR YOUR OWN RACE, IS JUST AS DISPICABLE... WONDER WHY MY SO CALLED MOTHER SAID TO ME WHEN I TOLD HER I WAS GOING TO TREAT HER TO A CRUISE IN THE BAHAMAS, WHY DID SHE SAY, "ARE YOU GOING TO KILL ME?" I LAUGHINGLY SAID, "WHY WOULD YOU ASK ME THAT?" SHE NEVER PROVIDED ME WITH AN ANSWER, HOWEVER, SHE SUPPOSEDLY WENT TO THE BAHAMAS WITH INEZ MATTHEWS OF THE FAMILY THAT HAD ADOPTED MY MOTHER... (NOTE:SOME OF MY UNIQUE PERSPECTIVE BLOGS WILL BE USED IN MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY, YET NOT TO WORRY, IT WILL NOT LIMIT THE READERS ENJOYMENT, IN FACT, IT JUST MAY ENHANCE IT) WHEN DID MY MOTHER TURN BAD?, AND HOW MANY TIMES HAD SHE BEEN MADE, BY "THE MOB", AND MY MOTHER'S PARTICIPATION IN MY FATHER'S DEATH, OR MORE PRECISELY MURDER VIA THE TOBACCO INDUSTRY, THE MEDICAL FIELD, SO CALLED FAMILY MEMBERS, NOT ALL OF THEM BLOOD RELATIVES... WHEN SHE SOLD HER SOUL WHEN SHE AGREED TO MURDERING MY FATTHER FOR A HUGE PAY DAY, FOR SHE AND MY BROTHER AND ALL THE BABIES HE MADE AND SPLIT AFTER THEIR BIRTH, HIS ACTIONS DIRECTED BY MOTHER... HER PLANS AS FAR AS I WAS CONCERNED, WAS TO HAVE SEX WITH ALL THE MEN SHE THOUGHT THAT I HAD SEXUAL RELATIONS WITH, WHETHER IN REALITY I HAD OR NOT, DUE TO HER IMMENSE HATRED AND POSSESSIVE ATTITUDE TOWARDS ANYONE TALENTED...AS WAS MY FATHER... WHILE WATCHING TV SHE WOULD SCREAM WHEN AN ATTRACTIVE FEMALE CAME ON THE SCREEN, BERATING THE IMAGE, POINTING OUT SO CALLED FLAWED PHYSICAL TRAITS, IN OTHER WORDS, MY MOTHER WAS INSANELY JEALOUS OF MY FATHER'S TALENT AND WAS OUT TO DESTROY HIM... I RECALL MY SON SAYING TO ME, WHEN I SAID I WAS GOING TO BRING MY MOTHER HOME TO MY CONDO, SINCE THE MILITARY GUY AT AUTUMN CARE NURSING HOME IN RAEFORD NORTH CAROLINA KEPT INVADING HER PRIVATE ROOM, ATTEMPTING TO CRAWL IN TO HER BED... MY SON SAID, "MOM YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO THIS" AND I STATED, "YOU DON'T DO SOMETHING BECAUSE ITS DIFFICULT", HOWEVER, HAD I KNOWN THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW, I WOULD HAVE UNDOUBTEDLY LEFT MY MOTHER AT AUTUMAN CARE NURSING HOME, BECAUSE I HAD ALREADY SPENT NOT ONLY A FAIR AMOUNT OF MONEY AND TIME ON HER, SOMETHING I BELIEVE SHE DIDN'T DESERVE...AND HER PLOY WAS TO BRING ME DOWN, AND ATTEMPT TO MAKE ME IN TO A $20 WHORE, WHICH I AM NOT AND NEVER WILL BE... BY THE WAY, SHE DID NOT ACCOMPLISH THIS BY HERSELF, SHE HAD THE HELP OF MY EX HUSBAND WHO I BELIEVE SHE "MARRIED" UNDER THE NAME OF ELSIE, WHICH CB NAMED HER "ELSIE THE COW" FOR OBVIOUS REASONS, AGAIN A PARENT THAT HAS SEX WITH THEIR OFF SPRING IS NOT WELL, AND YET THE WOMAN I CALLED MOTHER, ACTUALLY "MOM" WAS HIDEOUSLY FLAWED AND HAD HER OWN REASONS FOR HATING ME, WHICH I HAVE JUST RECENTLY COME TO LIGHT ON... SHE BELIEVED THAT EVERYTHING I WORKED HARD FOR, LABORED VIRTUALLY 24/7 SHE FELT WRONGLY THAT SHE WAS ENTITLED TO, THOUGH SHE COULD HAVE DONE THE SAME, OR SUCCEEDED EVEN MORE SO... SHE IS A WOMAN WHO IS SO SELFISH THAT SHE DOESN'T HAVE THE CAPACITY TO CONSIDER ANY ONE ELSE'S FEELINGS, AND THE KILLING OF MY FATHER SHE HAD PLENTY OF ASSISTANCE INCLUDING MY BROTHER, THE STUD OF YONKERS, AND WHO SIRED A SON WITH WHO I THOUGHT WAS MY GRANDDAUGTHER, BRANDY, WHO PRODUCED ISIAH, AND NAOMI LOPEZ BRANDY'S FIRST CHILD, WHO WAS SIRED BY SOMEONE WITH THAT SIR NAME:LOPEZ... AND PHYLLIS, MAIDEN NAME LOVELACE, PERHAPS RELATED TO THE PORNO STAR, AND AGAIN I ALLEDGE MY EARNINGS WHICH INCURRED 58 YEARS AGO AT H L GREEN AND ALL MY EARNINGS WENT TO SUPPORT NON BLOOD RELATIVES AND THE MONEY WAS SWIPED BOTH FROM SOCIAL SECURITY AS WELL AS MY SAG AFTRA PENSION, ALSO I ALLEGE THAT THE MERGER WAS PUSHED THROUGH WITHOUT A PROPER VOTE FROM ITS MEMBERS TO ALLOW NON PROFESSIONALS TO BE ON SALARY WHICH I DON'T EVEN GET, HOWEVER, DUE TO THE EMERGENCE OF THE TRUTH VIA MY BLOGS, I WILL BE ENTITLED TO 6 MILLION A MONTH, ON ACCOUNT, WHICH EVENTUALLY MAY BE HIGHER OR LOWER ONCE THE FINAL TALLY COMES IN, THANKS TO PRESIDENT OBAMA'S REPRESENTATION. THIS TRICK BAG HAD MANY PARTICIPANTS, INCLUDING THOSE OUTSIDE OF THE US, INCLUDING SOUTH AFRICA, ISRAEL, IRAN, i.e. EUROPE, MIDDLE EAST, SOUTH AMERICA,AFRICA ETC. ETC.WHICH IS FINANCIALLY OBLIGATED TO ME, AND THIS IS BEING SORTED OUT... THE CRIME STARTED WITH BLACK MEN DESIRING "WHITE" WOMEN, I HAVE IT IN QUOTES BECAUSE SUPPOSEDLY MY MOTHER'S TRUE FATHER WAS BLACK, THOUGH SHE IS FAIR SKINNED, AND LIKE MANY INSECURE WOMEN, SHE LOATHES WITH A PASSION ALL FEMALES SEEING EACH AND EVERY ONE, INCLUDING HER DAUGHTER AS A THREAT AGAINST HER IDEA OF WHAT IS THE ULTIMATE PRIZE: THE MALE. SHE HAD GONE SO FAR AS TO SODOMIZE MY SON, HER OWN GRANDSON AS SHE DID HER OWN SON IN HER ATTEMPT TO GET TO THE TOP OF THE HEAP IN HOLLYWOOD...SHE WAS "PLANTED" TO BE THE BAIT TO SNAG MY FATHER, CLAIMING THAT THE CHILD SHE WAS CARRYING INSIDE HER WOMB WAS SUPPOSEDLY HIS, WHEN IT WASN'T. THERE WAS PLENTY OF BACK STORY, SOME OF WHICH I EMBELLISHED IN MY NOVEL, "IN PURSUIT OF DESTINY" WHICH I WILL BE MAKING SOME FINISHING TOUCHES, AND CONTINUING WITH MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY...THE BACK STORY, AGAIN ORGANIZED RELIGION ORCHESTRATED THIS...AFTERALL, MY MOTHER WAS SUPPOSEDLY ADOPTED BY THE REVERENED EDWARD MATTHEWS FAMILY... THE PLOT LINE, MERGE TWO PHYSICALLY ATTRACTIVE INDIVIDUALS, FORCING THEM IN TO MARRIAGE MAKING IT EASIER FOR CONTROL, RATHER THAN AN INDIVIDUAL, SUCH AS MYSELF, BETTER THAT THE FEMALE BE PREGNANT WITH SOMEONE ELSE'S CHILD, AND THE SIBLINGS OF THE GROOM WE WILL ORCHESTRATE THEIR DOOM FOR THE NEXT GENERATION, SUCH AS THE DAUGHTER OF THE MOTHER, WILL BE RAPED AND MADE PREGNANT, AND THE FATHER OF HER CHILD, AND THE TALENTED MUSICIANS BROTHER WILL BE MADE TO FORNICATE, WHICH WILL SUBMERGE THEM INTO THEIR OWN HELL, THE SON SODOMIZED BY THE MOTHER, WILL BE DOOMED WHEN HE AGREES TO FORNICATE WITH HIS MOTHER, AND WHEN HE SEXUALLY TAKES THE DAUGHTER OF HIS SISTER'S SON, SUPPOSEDLY...ALL OF THIS CHAOTIC AND DEMORALIZING ACTIVITY AGAIN ORCHESTRATED BY THE CHURCH AND OF COURSE ALL IS ABSOLVED VIA THE CATHOLIC CHURCH WHO MAKES THE MOST MONEY FROM THIS CHARADE... MONEY COMING FROM ME IN THE FORM OF MORTGAGES, UTILITY BILLS, ALL BILLS, ALL CHARITIES, A BAMBOOZLEMENT BEYOND WORDS, WHICH HAD MY IMAGE SUPER IMPOSED ON A WHITE ACTRESS WHO LOOKED NOTHING LIKE SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO...ALSO TAKING NOT ONLY MY ACTING CREDITS BUT ALSO MY LIFE'S ACTIVITY... AND ONE OF THE REASONS FOR THIS BESIDE, THE COMMENT, "WHERE THE WHITE WOMEN AT" NORMALLY UTTERED BY MEN OF A DARKER HUE, WHICH AUTOMATICALLY AND WITHOUT REASONABLE CAUSE GAVE AN UNREAL DESIREABILITY TO WOMEN WHO MAY NOT EVEN BE WHITE, BUT THIS WAS THE FANTASY ALSO PERPETRATED BY THE CHURCH, SYNOGOGUES, TEMPLES, BUDHISTS WHO INVADE YOUR HOME TO CHANT SUPPOSEDLY, AND THE MUSLIMS, ETC. ETC, ETC, AND FOR WOMEN THE DESIRED IMAGE WAS BLACK MEN WITH UNUSUALLY LARGE SEXUAL ENHANCEMENT, WHICH ALSO CONTRIBUTED TO THIS DEVILISH MYTH, WHICH CAUSED HAVOC WHERE EVER AND WHEN EVER IT WAS THOUGHT...ALL A TOTAL MYTH... AND THE BEATLES, OF WHICH I CLAIM I WAS THE FIFTH BEATLE AND WAS CHEATED OUT OF THE FAME I DESERVED BEFORE THE CURRENT FAILED FAME DISPLACEMENT... AND RACES OF PEOPLE SUCH AS EAST INDIANS CAME TO AMERICA AND FOUND OUT HOW EASY IT WAS TO GET MILLIONS OF DOLLARS JUST FOR SAYING THAT MCDONALDS USED OIL IN THEIR FRENCH FRIES WHICH WENT AGAINST THEIR RELIGION, AND MAY BE ONE OF THE REASONS WHY PART OF THE SETTLEMENT WOULD BE A DECLARATION THAT EAST INDIANS FROM THEN ON OUT WOULD BE CONSIDERED "CAUCASIAN" RATHER THAN WHAT THEY TRULY ARE, NOT CAUCASIAN, BUT EAST INDIAN, SOME WITH SKIN SO DARK THAT THEY COULD BE CONSIDERED A BLACK AFRICAN. I HAD THE DISPLEASURE AT "STARVING STUDENTS" AS AN APPOINTMENT SETTER, SEE PRIOR BLOG WHERE I MENTIONED THE MANAGER WAS AN EAST INDIAN, SEEMINGLY INEPT IN MY OPINION, AS WELL AS A PERSIAN SUPERVISOR WHO SAID, "IF I KNEW HOW OLD YOU WERE I WOULD NEVER HAVE HIRED YOU" PERHAPS A PLAN BY THE NO V N FAMILY, WHO ALSO CONSIDER THEMSELVES WHITE, RATHER THAN MIDDLE EASTERN, WHICH IS NOT CAUCASIAN. DO THESE FOLKS FEEL THAT LIFE IS EASIER IF THEY LIE AND SAY THAT THEY ARE WHITE, WILL THE WALLS OF JERICHO COME TUMBLING DOWN OR WHAT, AND WOULD IT BE EASIER FOR THEM TO ATTEMPT TO GRAB MY ASSETS, INCLUDING MY REAL ESTATE, MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, MY IRAS, AFTERALL, A BLACK AFRICAN AMERICAN WOMAN DOESN'T HAVE A RIGHT TO THESE THINGS, SO WHAT IF SHE WORKED FOR THEM, I AM A MAN AND I SHOULD OWN THEM... A BELIEF SHARED BY AN EX HUSBAND WHO NEVER PROPERLY SUPPORTED ME AND MY SON, AND PHYSICALLY BRUTALIZED ME AND AGAIN, THE CULPRIT OF THE NIGHTMARE, ORGANIZED RELIGION CONTACTED HIS MALE LOVER, MY UNCLE, JAMES MITCHELL IN ENGLEWOOD CLIFFS NEW JERSEY, AND DETERMINED, WE CAN'T LET HER GET CREDIT FOR WHAT SHE CREATED, WE'RE MEN, IT MUST COME TO US...AND THIS IS HOW THE PLOT CONTINUED, UNTIL NOW, DATING BACK CENTURIES... AND OF COURSE HBO, AND THE TUDORS, INCLUDING THE HOTEL WHICH WAS PLACED CLOSE TO FDR DRIVER, (REMEMBER FRANKLIN AND ELEANOR HAVE BEEN MADE OVER MIND YOU, AND YES, THEY OWE ME AS WELL), CONSIDERING ALL THE PLAYERS, SIX MILLION IS A VERY SMALL SUM PER MONTH, "ON ACCOUNT", WHICH I NEED TO KNOW WHEN THE FUNDS WILL START GOING IN TO AN ACCOUNT THAT I MUST SET UP, I HAVE RECEIVED NO CORRESPONDENCE AND THANK GOODNESS THE SO CALLED, "CHATTER" PARTICULARLY AFTER MY WONDERFUL VIRGIN ATLANTIC FLIGHT, WHICH I BELIEVE MY SKY MILES OF SIXTY THOUSAND PLUS SHOULD BE PLACED BACK IN TO MY SKY MILES ACCOUNT DUE TO THE DEVIOUS NATURE OF THIS INTERNATIONAL BAMBOOZLEMENT PERPETRATED AGAINST ME, AND IN ALLIANCE WITH FRANCE PERHAPS, AFTER MY FIRST TRIP TO PARIS IN 2004... I ALLEGE BOTH MY "MOTHER" AND "BROTHER" PUT THEIR LOVERS AND "ILLEGAL" PAYROLL PAYING THEM WITH MY INHERITENCE AND ROYALTIES, PENSION, ETC. ETC. ETC. NONE OF WHICH WAS NEVER DIVULGED... THESE PLOT POINTS AND MORE WILL BE REVEALED IN MY SPECTACULAR NOVEL, "IN PURSUIT OF DESTINY" AND I WILL OVERSEE ALL DECISIONS IN CASTING, AND IN TERMS OF ABOVE AND BELOW THE LINE TALENT. SMILE, I REALLY AM A FAIR AND GOOD INDIVIDUAL, IN SPITE OF THE COMMENTS I HEARD COMING FROM THE CREW OF THE VIRGIN ATLANTIC (AN AIRLINE I WOULD HOPE TO USE FOR MY GLOBAL PLAN) BUT ALL CHARLATANS MUST AND WILL BE EXPOSED BEFORE WE GO TOO DEEPLY IN THE WRONG DIRECTION. I AM STILL ATTEMPTING TO DETERMINE WHOSE SIDE PRESIDENT OBAMA AND FIRST LADY MICHELLE IS ON, SINCE I SEE THAT "THE DONALD" IS THINKING ABOUT RUNNING FOR PRESIDENT NEXT TERM, AND I DON'T SEE HIM PORTRAYING THE PRESIDENT IN MY MOVIE, IN PURSUIT OF DESTINY, AND ACTUALLY, I DON'T BELIEVE WE NEED A PRESIDENT ANY MORE, AFTERALL, WE'VE BROUGHT ALL THESE MANY PAST PRESIDENTS TO LIFE, AND THINGS HAVE NOT GOTTEN BETTER, BUT HAVE GOTTEN WORSE, INCLUDING THE CREATION OF THE TALABAN...ANOTHER UPSURDITY, FOR THE PURPOSE OF MANIPULATION...BUT THIS TIME, YOU PAY ME FOR THE ABUSE...AND THE BUSCH FAMILY IN PARTICULAR, GEORGE YOU NEVER JUMPED OUT OF A PLANE AT AGE 80 AND THE ONLY REASON YOU CHOSE THE JUDGES ON THE SUPREME COURT IS BECAUSE YOU WERE FOLLOWING CHURCH ORDERS...BUT I WILL HIRE YOU TO PLAY YOURSELVES IN A SKIT OF MINE, WITH BETTY WHITE, AND MRS BUSCH, WHICH IS HILARIOUS, IF I DO SAY SO MYSELF. COPYRIGHTED BEFORE MY DETAINMENT AT HEATHROW AIRPORT, ON 9/28/14 @3:51PM THE SAD PART IN ALL THIS, IS THAT ALL OF YOU NO GOODERS HAD THE SAME OPPORTUNITY AS I, YET YOU'D RATHER STEAL WHAT DOESN'T BELONG TO YOU, THAT IS THE GAUL, AND THAT IS WHY YOU WILL BE PAYING ME, EXCLUSIVELY. THANK YOU ALL FOR LISTENING AND GOOD LUCK. (C) COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN L MITCHELL ON 2:51PM ON WEDNESDAY,OCT 22, 2014