I SEE AND TELL THE TRUTH...AND THAT IS WHY YOU WANT TO CRUCIFY ME

BEFORE YOU BABBLE ABOUT ME HAVING A JESUS COMPLEX, SHUT UP, BECAUSE AS USUAL YOU ARE WRONG...YOU CREATED THE HOAX TO MAKE THE WORLD UNREAL SO IT WOULD WORK IT YOUR FAVOR...THE FACT IS IS THAT IT IS TRUE THAT TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE...BUT YOU DIDN'T BELIEVE...YOU ARE STILL UP TO NO GOOD AND YOU KNOW YOU NEED TO PAY ME FOR THE HORRIBLE TORTURE THAT THE WORLD HAS PUT ME THROUGH... WHITES ARE AS GUILTY AS BLACKS AS BROWNS AND REDS...AND YELLOW...ALL HUES AS I'VE WRITTEN IN MY PREVIOUS BLOGS...DO YOU HAVE MINDS WITH WHICH TO THINK OR ARE ALL OF YOUR BRAINS FILLED WITH COTTON? I SAT IN A SANTA MONICA RESTAURANT YESTERDAY GOING OVER MY GLOBAL SPEECH, I'M SURE YOU HEARD ME SINCE NANCY YEE DID SOME DENTAL WORK WHICH MADE ME INTO A HUMAN HOMING BIRD...SO TO SPEAK...FIRST THE ORIGINAL RESTAURANT WITH THE SAME NAME WAS A QUAINT SMALL RESTAURANT WITH GOOD FOOD WHICH THE ONE I VISITED YESTERDAY WAS LARGE, STERILE AND NOT AS GOOD AS THE ORIGINAL...ALWAYS THE ORIGINAL IS THE BEST IN EVERY THING!!! I STATED TO "ROBERT" MY WAITER THAT I WANTED A MAINE LOBSTER...WHICH I DIDN'T SEE ON THE MENU, WHAT I DID SEE WAS AN "AMERICAN LOBSTER"...WHAT?...AND BY THE TASTE I COULD TELL THAT IT CERTAINLY WAS NOT THE GOOD SWEET SUCCULENT MAINE LOBSTER THAT I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN AND LOVED... WHEN I ENTERED THE PLACE WAS NOT THAT CROWDED EXCEPT FOR A FEW COUPLES, ONE IN PARTICULAR I NOTICED WAS AN ELEGANT BLACK COUPLE WHO JUST IN THEIR ACTIONS TOWARDS EACH OTHER (LET ME SAY RIGHT HERE AND NOW THAT AS I WRITE MY BLOG IS BEING EDITED AND WHEN I IDENTIFIED THE COUPLEAS BEING BLACK THE IDIOTS THAT LISTEN TO EVERY WORD I SPEAK AND WRITE COME BEHIND ME AND SNATCH EVERYTHING THAT I CREATE FOR THEMSELVES. PEOPLE BECAUSE OF THEIR HUE THINK THEY HAVE SUPERIORITY AND THE IDIOTS THAT ATTEMPT TO GAIN THE SELF IMPORTANCE THAT THESE ARROGANT FOOLS WHO HAVE BEEN RULING THE WORLD WHILE I PAY FOR THEIR FELLONOUS BEHAVIOR GO FREE...BACK TO YESTERDAY (AND THE BEATLES WERE ALSO A TRAVESTY NON SINGERS AND THEIVES WHO HEARD MY THOUGHTS SINCE I SPEAK THEM OFTEN AND THEY STOLE MY IDEAS AND WORDS, LIKE MY SINGERS IN THE SO CALLED ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY THEY ARE LIP SYNCHING...TRUE ARTISTS SUCH AS MYSELF I MODESTLY PROCLAIM ARE THOSE THAT CAN CONVEY THOUGHTS IN A SIMPLE FASHION EASILY UNDERSTOOD WITH USELESS EGOS ABSENT AS THEY SHOULD BE)... THE ELEGANT BLACK COUPLE MIDDLE AGED, SIMPLY DRESSED WITH GOOD TASTE YET FASHIONABLE SHE WITH HER HAIR CORN ROLLED AND HER HUSBAND WITH HIS HEAD SHAVEN...SHE WEARING AN EGG SHELL COLORED OUTFIT FREE FLOWING AND HE IN A SHORT SLEEVED SHIRT AND WHEN HE REACHED FOR THE BREAD I NOTICED THE THICK GOLD WEDDING BAND ON HIS LEFT HAND THAT COULD BE EASILY SPOTTED BY ALL WHICH TOLD THE WORLD THAT HE WAS TAKEN...WHEN THEY ATE SLOWLY CONVERSING IN AN EASY NATURAL MANNER I COULD TELL THAT THEY WERE FRIENDS...THEIR GESTURES CAME FROM TRUTH NOT INDICATED AS THOSE AROUND ME...WHO WERE ONLY IN TO FOOD THOUGH THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO BE FAMILIES AND PERHAPS THEY WERE...AND AGAIN MAYBE NOT, THEY WERE PROVIDING A FALSE ATMOSPHERE RATHER THAN A REAL ONE...THEIR GESTURES INDICATED RATHER THAN FLOWING FROM TRUTH AS THE BLACK COUPLE THAT WAS EASILY VISIBLE FROM WHERE I SAT FACING THE OUTSIDE VIEW... THE COUPLE OF CHOICE THAT STOOD OUT FROM THE REST WERE REAL PEOPLE NOT INDICATING TRUTH BUT PURELY ACTUALLY COMING FROM TRUTH...AND OF COURSE IF THE COUPLE HAD BEEN WHITE SHOWING THE SAME RESPECT I WOULD BE MENTIONING THE SAME...IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THEIR HUE THIS COUPLE BUT I SENSED THAT THESE PEOPLE HAD A REAL LIFE TOGETHER A HISTORY...AND IF THEY WERE ONLY ACTING THEIR ROLES THEY DID IT SIMPLY ELOQUENTLY...TRUE HUMAN BEINGS...RARELY SEEN THESE DAYS UNFORTUNATELY...AND WHY IS THAT DO YOU THINK? IS IT BECAUSE WE ARE NEVER IN THE MOMENT ALWAYS THINKING PLOTTING WHAT MUST I BUY TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER, MUST WHAT I DO TO ELEMINATE THIS EMPTINESS INSIDE OF ME(NOT ME I'M SPEAKING IN GENERALITIES HERE...WHAT I OBSERVED HERE IN THE WEST COAST, WHICH WAS WHY MOST TRUE ARTISTS CHOOSE NOT TO LIVE IN THIS PLACE THAT CREATED HOLLYWOOD WHERE PEOPLE STRIVE IN SUPERFICIAL WAYS TO BE IMPORTANT REMEMBERING IT IS NOT SO MUCH OF WHO YOU ARE BUT WHAT YOU DO THAT COUNTS. THAT CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN LIFE FOR OTHRS NOT JUST THEMSELVES... BY THE TIME I LEFT THE RESTAURANT WAS PACKED AND I HAPPENED TO SEE A FAMILIAR FACE OF AN ACTRESS WHO HAD ENTERTAINED ME WHEN I WAS STILL A CHILD IN A WONDERFULLY MAGICAL FILM ABOUT A CRAZY IMAGINATIVE LIFE FULFILLING CHARACTER WHO SHOWED HER VISITING NEPHEW MORE ABOUT LIVING LIFE FULLY THAN JUST THE BIRDS AND THE BEES...LIVING LIFE COURAGEOUSLY NOT MODELING YOURSELF AFTER SOMEONE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW BUT WHAT IS PRESENTED ON A SCREEN WHICH IS NOT AS MAGICAL NOW AS IT HAD ONCE BEEN...TO LIVE LIFE COURAGEOUSLY BY MAKING YOUR OWN CHOICES, RIGHT OR WRONG DOESN'T MATTER AS MUCH AS LIVING LIFE TRULY AND WITH PASSION... PASSION IS ESSENTIAL FOR ANY ARTIST AND IT THREATENS AND FRIGHTENS PEOPLE WHO ARE ONLY LIVING THEIR LIVES BY HALF MEASURE JUST WAITING TO GET THEIR PAY CHECK, LOOKING AT THE CLOCK BECAUSE WHAT THEY ARE GETTING PAID TO DO LEAVES THEM EMPTY AND ANGRY SO THEY MAKE CHOICES THAT MAY BE CORRECT FOR SOMEONE ELSE,BUT NOT FOR THEM BUT THEY DO IT ANY WAY. AND ONLY GOD HAS THE RIGHT TO JUDGE...AND I BELIEVE HE GRADES US HIGHLY FOR OUR HONEST ENDEAVORS THAN ANYTHING ELSE...EVEN WHEN DOING THE "WRONG" THING. ANYWAY IT WAS A GLORIOUS DAY IN SANTA MONICA AND MY WAITER ROBERT TOLD ME ABIYT A CONCERT THAT STARTED AT 7 DOWN AT THE PIER AND I THOUGHT IMMEDIATELY THAT I HAD TO FINISH THE REWRITES OF MY NOVEL...AND I SAID THERE'LL BE TIME FOR ME TO PLAY ONCE I'VE COMPLETED PLAYING BY MYSELF...I'LL ENJOY THE COMPANY OF OTHERS MUCH MORE AT THAT TIME. THANKS FOR LISTENING, AGAIN. (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN L MITCHELL ON FRIDAY, JULY 10TH, 2015 AT 12:08PM