MARITAL NON BLISS...A SHORT MIND EXPANSION

(NOTE:THIS BLOG WILL NOT BE INTERFERRING WITH MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY) I FAILED TO MENTION THAT WHEN MY EX HUSBAND AND I MOVED FROM HIS MOMMY AND DADDY'S APARTMENT IN THE BRONX, (THE APARTMENT BUILDING BY THE WAY WAS RUMORED TO BE OWNED BY HARRY BELAFONTE, I DON'T KNOW IF THIS WAS TRUE OR NOT). IT WAS LOCATED SOUTH OF THE GRAND CONCOURSE, NOT FAR FROM THE HAND SHAKING OF JACK AND JACKIE. WE MOVED TO COOPER STREET IN WASHINGTON HEIGHTS, NEW YORK, NEAR THE CLOISTERS, ALWAYS THERE WAS NEVER, TOO FAR AWAY, FROM SOME REFERENCE TO RELIGION, (LIKE A BAR ON EVERY BLOCK), WE HAD NO PHONE. THE REASON, HE COULDN'T AFFORD IT. ANOTHER WAY THAT MY EX HUSBAND COULD CUT ME OFF FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD OF COURSE WAS TO PROVIDE ME WITH NO MEANS OF COMMUNICATION. NO TELEPHONE. I ASKED WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF OUR SON GOT SICK AND WE NEEDED TO CALL A DOCTOR? THIS AGGRAVATED CHUCK BUSSEY. IN ORDER TO USE THE PAY PHONE I WOULD HAVE TO TAKE THE ROACH INFESTED SODA BOTTLES AND WASH THEM BEFORE TAKING THEM TO THE STORE FOR CHANGE TO MAKE A CALL TO SPEAK TO HIM AT THE OFFICE. DEFINETLY A FORM OF DELIBERATE ISOLATION. AGAIN, VERY METHODICAL AND VERY DELIBERATE. KEEP IN MIND, THIS WAS TO HEIGHTEN HIS IMPORTANCE IN MY VERY SMALL WORLD THAT I FOUND MYSELF. WHEN MY HUSBAND ASKED IF I WOULD FIGHT FOR HIM, AS MENTIONED IN A PRIOR BLOG,I WONDERED ABOUT THE QUESTION, AND I BELIEVED HIS PURPOSE WAS TO ONCE AGAIN HEIGHTEN HIS OWN SELF IMPORTANCE, PUTTING THAT IDEA IN MY MIND. I HAVE NO PROOF, IT IS VISCERAL, BUT AGAIN, I BELIEVE MY HUSBAND MAY HAVE BEEN A PIMP, PERHAPS INTRODUCED TO THIS LIFE IN HARLEM, LONG BEFORE I EVER MET HIM WHEN I WENT TO A PARTY IN HARLEM. I NOW BELIEVE THAT THIS WAS ALL A SET UP. YONKERS WAS A WONDERFUL LITTLE TOWN, CLEAN, PROSPEROUS, WHICH IS HOW I WANT TO RESTORE IT AS WITH MY GLOBAL PLAN AND DIRECTING "A MATTER OF CHOICE"... I CAN RECALL MEETING THE HANDSOME SON OF A LIBYAN DIPLOMAT, WHILE I WAS ATTENDING JUNIOR HIGH,HE WAS LIVING IN RIVERDALE AT THE TIME. A GENTLEMAN, AND NOT TOO MUCH OLDER THAN ME. HE HAD TRAVELED UP TO YONKERS AND WE WENT FOR A WALK AROUND TOWN AT NIGHT, AND HE WAS VERY NICE AND VERY HANDSOME, A GENTLE SOUL. HE WALKED ME BACK TO THE PROJECT AND WE SAID GOOD NIGHT AND I ENTERED THE APARTMENT WHERE MY MOM WAS SLEEPING AT THE TIME. I WAS HOPING THAT I WOULD SEE THE DIPLOMAT'S SON AGAIN, BUT UNFORTUNATELY I NEVER DID. GETTING BACK TO MY POINT HOW MARRIAGE IS A SET UP CONTRIVED BY ORGANIZED RELIGION IN ORDER TO CONTROL ALL ASSETS BY MEN, AND AS THE MALE IS SET UP AS THE SO CALLED "PRIZE", WITH THE MOST DESIREABLE FEMALE STEROTYPE, AT THE TIME, AS HIS COUNTER TYPE PARTNER, SOMEONE OF SO CALLED HIGH PROFILE, WHICH NOW HAS BECOME A JOKE BASED ON MY PRIOR BLOG ABOUT ALL FORMS OF THE MEDIA BEING BOGUS, IN MY OPINION...THE FEMALE PRIZE WAS THE SO CALLED BUXOMY DUMB WHITE BLOND...THE CAR, THE CADILLAC...AND THE DRIVER, LIKE IN DRIVING MISS DAISEY, THE BLACK CHAUEFFEUR... NO ACCIDENT EITHER I SUSPECT, THAT SIDNEY POITIER RECEIVING AN OSCAR FOR "LILLIES OF THE FIELD" A BLACK HANDY MAN AT THE SERVICE OF ALL WHITE NUNS...AGAIN, RELIGION PERSONIFIED...AS THE HOLOCOST, EMPHASIZING THE SO CALLED DANGERS OF BEING JEWISH, AS A RELIGION AND A CULTURE...WAS IT A DELIBERATE SYMBOL THAT SHELLY WINTERS OSCAR FOR "TOUCH OF BLUE" SITS IN THE ENTRY AT THE ANN FRANK MUSEUM IN AMSTERDAMN? WHERE PROSTITUTION IS LEGAL AND SO ARE DRUGS? (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN MITCHELL ON NOV. 16, 2014 AT 11:23PM LA, CA I KNOW MY FATHER'S KILLER WAS A BLUE-EYED MAN, WHO LIKE MANY, HAS SUDDENLY BECOME YOUNG AGAIN. HE WALKED IN TO THE VITAMIN STORE, EXCLAIMING, "YOU REALLY ARE SERIOUS!" REFERRING TO MY SHOUTING OUT AT THE GYM, "THERE WILL BE NO DRUGS ON THE SET OF ANY OF MY PRODUCTIONS!" I SCREAMED. OF COURSE I'M SERIOUS ABOUT THAT. (C)COPYRIGHTED BY GWENDOLYN MITCHELL ON NOV. 16TH, 2014 AT 11:42PM LA, CA NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY LINDA MYERS AFTER I HAD BOOKED OUR FLIGHT TO PARIS AND AMSTERDAMN, CALLED THE AIRLINES,DELTA/AIR FRANCE, AND REBOOKED UNDER HER NAME...BACK TO THE SECULAR POINT SYSTEM...SPEND SPEND SPEND, MAKE MONEY WHO CARES IF THE MONEY BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE, SUCH AS ME...AND WHY DID SHE ACT LIKE A COMPLETELY CRAZED PERSON WHEN I WAS ENJOYING LOBSTER IN THE HOTEL IN AMSTERDAMN AND SHE KEPT SCREAMING OUT, "THIS IS HER THIRD!!!" FOR ALL TO HEAR, THE SCHOOL TEACHER WHO WAS ALWAYS BEING REPORTED WHERE SHE WORKED, UNTIL SHE RETIRED AND AGAIN THIS EPISODE GOES BACK TO THE LA UNIFIED SCHOOL SYSTEM, ALSO OUT TO SABBATOGE ME, AND OTHER FREE THINKERS, ETC. AS A SINGLE FEMALE...LINDA HAS SINCE DIVORCED, YET HER MORTGAGE IS BEING PAID BY A SCHOOL TEACHER WHO RENTS FROM HER, SHE HAS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT, AND THOUGH I EARNED MORE THAN THIS SO CALLED TEACHER-ARTIST WHO BAMBOOZLED ME WITH HER SO CALLED ART, HAS ANOTHER GUY NAMED ROBERT, LIVING WITH HER, MAZEL TOFF!AND HER PENSION FROM WORKING PART TIME AS AN ART TEACHER IS MORE THAN MINE AS AN ACTRESS, SO GO FIGURE. AGAIN, PART OF THE WAR ON ARTISTS...OH YES, LINDA SUPPOSEDLY HAILS FROM NEW YORK AND WENT TO NYU...ANOTHER APPENDIAGE OF , ORGANIZED CRIME, INSTITUTES OF SO CALLED HIGHER LEARNING...CHUCK MY EX, WENT TO CCNY SUPPOSEDLY, AND MY UNCLE WENT TO NYU, WHEN THEY WERE SO CALLED FREE HIGHER INSTITUTES OF LEARNING... MANY MOVING PARTS, ALL BROKEN, GOING IN ALL THE WRONG DIRECTION...WHY SLOW AND STEADY MAKES SENSE, DON'T YOU THINK? REGARDING THE GLOBAL PLAN. (C) COPYRIGHTED ON NOV.17TH AT 12:11AM LA, CA